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I lied about being raped when I was in high school. I make no excuses for it. I was a messed up, depressed kid who was desperate for attention and sympathy. I did not point the finger at anyone or cause any harm to any guy's life, but a story I told friends in a desperately misguided attempt to get them to give a shit about me became a lie that I honed and perfected so well that it became a part of my identity, to the point where I almost believed it myself. To this day, the "story" I told about the fake rape is so clear in my head it practically plays like a movie. I even had a therapist who specialized in PTSD convinced.
And I fucking hated myself every day for it. I attempted and nearly succeeded in killing myself a couple of years later - everyone thought it was because of the PTSD, but it was because I knew I was a big fucking phony. I even volunteered at a crisis center (still in h.s. at this point, btw). I like to think I still managed to help some girls in that time, but I wanted to kill myself every time I heard real life pain and suffering and I knew how much I had trivialized their pain all for the sake of being liked more.
Now, for all you MRAs gearing up to blast this account with nasty messages, here's a plot twist you'll enjoy:
I'd go on to be actually raped while in college. By a stranger, who physically overpowered me. I was in shock in the aftermath, but aside from a kind police officer and his partner taking me to the hospital (I didn't divulge details, I was just clearly physically and emotionally a mess, alone, and in need of assistance. He asked if I needed to go to a hospital and I nodded. That was the extent of our conversation) and the medical staff that attended to me, I've never spoken of it.
I did not pursue pressing charges. I never told my family, or anyone. Not even a therapist. As far as I was concerned (and I still feel this way), I had gotten my just deserts for stealing sympathy from real victims. It was the cosmic balance asserting itself, karma. That my punishment for that colossal lie was that I would have to carry this secret for the rest of my life and deal with it alone. Six years later, I'm a borderline alcoholic and I can't maintain any kind of emotional intimacy. My life is a mess, and I deserve every minute of it.
To all victims of rape and assault who have ever had to deal with being accused of lying, or fear of it, I am so fucking sorry.
And I fucking hated myself every day for it. I attempted and nearly succeeded in killing myself a couple of years later - everyone thought it was because of the PTSD, but it was because I knew I was a big fucking phony. I even volunteered at a crisis center (still in h.s. at this point, btw). I like to think I still managed to help some girls in that time, but I wanted to kill myself every time I heard real life pain and suffering and I knew how much I had trivialized their pain all for the sake of being liked more.
Now, for all you MRAs gearing up to blast this account with nasty messages, here's a plot twist you'll enjoy:
I'd go on to be actually raped while in college. By a stranger, who physically overpowered me. I was in shock in the aftermath, but aside from a kind police officer and his partner taking me to the hospital (I didn't divulge details, I was just clearly physically and emotionally a mess, alone, and in need of assistance. He asked if I needed to go to a hospital and I nodded. That was the extent of our conversation) and the medical staff that attended to me, I've never spoken of it.
I did not pursue pressing charges. I never told my family, or anyone. Not even a therapist. As far as I was concerned (and I still feel this way), I had gotten my just deserts for stealing sympathy from real victims. It was the cosmic balance asserting itself, karma. That my punishment for that colossal lie was that I would have to carry this secret for the rest of my life and deal with it alone. Six years later, I'm a borderline alcoholic and I can't maintain any kind of emotional intimacy. My life is a mess, and I deserve every minute of it.
To all victims of rape and assault who have ever had to deal with being accused of lying, or fear of it, I am so fucking sorry.
Er is zelfs een topic waar een vrouw haar man heeft betrapt... met het ruiken can zijn zoon's ondergepoepte luiers.quote:Op zaterdag 30 november 2013 01:19 schreef Sapstengel het volgende:
Whahahaha
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Maar die thread is echt een emotional rollercoaster man. Bij elke nieuwe post wisselt het van "Wow, intense feels" bij een of ander suicide verhaal, naar "manly tears" bij een ander zielig verhaal, naar keihard lachen bij shit als bovenstaande naar simpelweg "Wtf am I reading" bij het zoveelste incestverhaal. En af en toe een "weirdest boner" bij een of ander verhaal over vreemde seksuele fetishes of vrouwen die zich laten mishandelen bij een BDSM sessie.
http://www.reddit.com/r/c(...)rned_out_to_be_much/
Ik weet niet of je zulke zooi uberhaupt op FOK! mag plaatsen
Ik ben niet natty...quote:
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GRS vertel die van jou, dm mag ook
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Er is zelfs een topic waar een vrouw haar man heeft betrapt... met het ruiken can zijn zoon's ondergepoepte luiers.
"Smelling them for hours" ook echt
Zie het weer helemaal voor me.
Lol wat?????quote:im a gigolo for grandmas. some as old as 90, none younger than 65... all who i visit and fuck regularly. ive got $2 million in a bank from grandmas leaving me money in their wills. the word spreads my friend, its a grandma fucking network. Their cunts arent even that bad. no joke. i could tell you some whack ass stories, once one of their husbands chased me with a knife.
Maar eh.... 2 miljoen op de bank?
en dit als updatequote:Op zaterdag 30 november 2013 01:29 schreef Sapstengel het volgende:
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"Smelling them for hours" ook echt
http://www.reddit.com/r/c(...)sbands_dirty_secret/
Dat is wel weer jammer inderdaad, wow.quote:Op zaterdag 30 november 2013 01:37 schreef no1uknow het volgende:
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en dit als update
http://www.reddit.com/r/c(...)sbands_dirty_secret/
Maar wat een gestoord wijf ook wel, alles filmen enzo
Whehehe, goede OCDquote:I am a 20 year old girl and whenever I poop I have to touch it. I swear I am not gross or disgusting in any other way besides this. When I was little I used to stick my fingers up my butthole to dig the poop out. Then I got worms, probably from doing this, so I stopped. But whenever I poop I just have to touch it. I know it is completely disgusting.
Time to fapquote:On my incest throwaway because I don't feel like making another account. Also, I'm female for context.
My mom has been a single mom since I can remember. I've been her pride and joy forever (now in my early 20s) and we've always been close. We've always had a normal relationship except for one thing: she never stopped breastfeeding me. When I was little I never really thought anything of it but I figured that it wasn't something I should be public about. For me it came with a sense of comfort. Before I went to sleep, I would crawl into her bed, suck on her breasts, and fall asleep. As I got older, I would circle her other nipple with my fingers. In my mind, I was being playful but I liked hearing her moan so I kept doing it even though she'd tell me to stop once in a while. I remember once I was about 10 or 11, my breasts were just starting to develop, and she grabbed my nipple, licked it and said something like "now you know how it feels". (I didn't, I just knew it tickled). I stopped it when I was about 15 because I realized that I was getting really horny when I met up with her at night, and society told me that it was wrong. I shouldn't want to fuck my mom. I know that it turned her on too, but it scared me off. (One night she stuck her nipple in my mouth and basically dry humped me.)
She never molested me or touched me "down there" but it's one of my biggest fantasies. It's one of the reasons I really want to have sex with a MILF one day while she wears a strap-on. I never have sex dreams but when I do, they're always with her. I've never had the guts to actually make a move since the last "session" years ago but I still fantasize about it.
TLDR: I'm a girl, I used to suck my mom's breasts until I was 15, now in my early 20s, I continue having sexual fantasies about her but I've never and probably will never have sex with her.
Ik ken ook zo'n meisje.quote:
I lied about being raped when I was in high school.
Haha, kk lijer.quote:
If not now, then when.
The fuck man.... weet wel zeker dat die chick een absolute freak is in bed. Zou ONS mee hebben.quote:Wow in the 4 years I've been on reddit I've never seen a post with almost 30k comments.
Well as for me, it's mostly the things that I think about while I masturbate. I pretty much get off to thinking about having sex with my dad. The first few times I started doing that about 2 years ago I was pretty ashamed and cried about it. I haven't seen my dad for almost 8-9 years now though if that counts as anything. And he lives a whole fucking ocean away from me so I don't have to worry about dealing with the most painful awkwardness.
Other variations of the fucked upness of what I think about to get off: pretending i'm a sexually abused child who starts like their abuse, performing oral sex on prepubescent girls, being gang raped, fucking serial killers, and a hilarious one that will make you feel better for reading this: I pretend I'm that werewolf creature on Ugly Americans that's fucking that Octopus creature girlfriend.
And if you're worried I'm pedo or something. I'm not. I don't watch CP and sexual thoughts of kids never pass through my head when I am around kids. I heard Buyer's Market by Peter Sotos just a day ago, and it just broke my heart listening to those tape recordings of interviews from victims of sexual abuse. That child crying just brought me to tears. It's just when I masturbate my brain goes to those things to make me orgasm the quickest.
But I think I do have a slight chance of not having my life ruined if these secrets were found out. I'm a really young looking (no one thinks I'm older than 15) and therefor most people think I'm such an innocent and unassuming girl. Nope.
I haven't read much comments yet, but can someone tell me how my secret ranks with everyone else's. Like a 1-10 scale, with 10 being the worst.
TL;DR: I masturbate to my dad fucking me and other cringeworthy stuff.
Op zaterdag 17 mei 2014 13:15 schreef stinkie het volgende:
zodra ik een echt gespierde en droge pt'r tegenkom, ga ik ik mijn blote reet deadliften bij een gays 'r us gym
zodra ik een echt gespierde en droge pt'r tegenkom, ga ik ik mijn blote reet deadliften bij een gays 'r us gym
Die civic vind ik nog steeds een leuke auto.quote:Op vrijdag 29 november 2013 22:34 schreef Sapstengel het volgende:
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Ik wil srs een civic kopen, gewoon voor erbij.
Zo een
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Maar toen ik klein was wilde ik deze auto hebben. Zag er stoer uit enzo.
Nu wil ik er niet dood in gevonden worden.
we don't let bygones be bygones we buy guns and squeeze like a python until the night come typical flow to keep you n*ggas on the tip of your toes lo and behold make your temple explode
Haha die vond ik vroeger ook wel cool idd. Maar dat is echt de ergste pauperbak denk ik.quote:
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Die civic vind ik nog steeds een leuke auto.
Maar toen ik klein was wilde ik deze auto hebben. Zag er stoer uit enzo.
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Reden bij ons altijd veel Javanen/Hindoestanen in rondquote:
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Haha die vond ik vroeger ook wel cool idd. Maar dat is echt de ergste pauperbak denk ik.
Vergeet niet te liken en te abonneren op mijn vlog:
https://youtu.be/oavMtUWDBTM?t=25s
https://youtu.be/oavMtUWDBTM?t=25s
Sappie dat u?
quote:ok.. this is a throwaway account because friends know my real profile here..
over the last several years, I have acquire a strong desire for tgirls. There is something about a beautiful sexy body with a bit extra. Recently, I have acted upon my desires and met up with a tgirl.
The idea of HIV absolutely scare me and probably is the reason why I did not do anything more than oral sex. I do not plan to go any further than oral sex. After our meeting, I was full of guilt and not sure how I should feel about myself.
I consider myself str8, but open-minded. I could never be with a man by himself, but an open-minded couple is intriguing as well.
we don't let bygones be bygones we buy guns and squeeze like a python until the night come typical flow to keep you n*ggas on the tip of your toes lo and behold make your temple explode
OEM crx vtec is best een geinig ding. Scheurt lekkker. Of met een b18 erin, of een d16. Gaat als de brandweer.
Behulpzaam als een waterkraan.
Op woensdag 29 april 2015 16:30 schreef seto het volgende:
als je niet #teamhenk bent ben je gewoon een *weggeFopt*homo
Op woensdag 29 april 2015 16:30 schreef seto het volgende:
als je niet #teamhenk bent ben je gewoon een *weggeFopt*homo
Ja dat geloof ik wel, zal vast wel aanvoelen alsof je aan het karten bent zo'n klein en laag wagentje.quote:
OEM crx vtec is best een geinig ding. Scheurt lekkker. Of met een b18 erin, of een d16. Gaat als de brandweer.
Alleen lastig om er een te vinden die niet compleet gaar is en heb zelf niet de kennis om een gare te kopen en die op te knappen. En volgens mij zijn ze ook niet enorm veilig
Niks van gelogen.quote:
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Ja dat geloof ik wel, zal vast wel aanvoelen alsof je aan het karten bent zo'n klein en laag wagentje.
Alleen lastig om er een te vinden die niet compleet gaar is en heb zelf niet de kennis om een gare te kopen en die op te knappen. En volgens mij zijn ze ook niet enorm veilig
Als ik de poen had gehad had ik een Clio V6 gekocht. Middenmotor, 260 pk op de achterwielen
Of een honda S2000. Redline op 9.1k rpm
Behulpzaam als een waterkraan.
Op woensdag 29 april 2015 16:30 schreef seto het volgende:
als je niet #teamhenk bent ben je gewoon een *weggeFopt*homo
Op woensdag 29 april 2015 16:30 schreef seto het volgende:
als je niet #teamhenk bent ben je gewoon een *weggeFopt*homo
de volkswagen jetta uit de 1e snelle en furieuze dat is mijn droomauto
fan van Putin, Baudet, Jorge Lorenzo en Assad
Ja die Clio is echt nice, would drive/10. Ziek ding.quote:
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Niks van gelogen.
Als ik de poen had gehad had ik een Clio V6 gekocht. Middenmotor, 260 pk op de achterwielen
Of een honda S2000. Redline op 9.1k rpm
Als ik geld had kocht ik een nette M3 E46 (noMocro)
Clio is wel enorm lastig om te rijden. E46 m3 is ook nice. 343 pkquote:
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Ja die Clio is echt nice, would drive/10. Ziek ding.
Als ik geld had kocht ik een nette M3 E46 (noMocro)
.Ik.wil een e30 m3 cabrio. Of een bmw 2002 turbo
Behulpzaam als een waterkraan.
Op woensdag 29 april 2015 16:30 schreef seto het volgende:
als je niet #teamhenk bent ben je gewoon een *weggeFopt*homo
Op woensdag 29 april 2015 16:30 schreef seto het volgende:
als je niet #teamhenk bent ben je gewoon een *weggeFopt*homo
jattog lekker die psieren kapot maken zodat ze kunnen groeienquote:
net lekker gepompt vriendjes
heerlyk tot falen die spiertjes
fan van Putin, Baudet, Jorge Lorenzo en Assad
ik hadnog restje noxipro met die verboden shit erinquote:
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jattog lekker die psieren kapot maken zodat ze kunnen groeien
lekker wous in me kop in de gym ze d88 dat ik speed op had
naar de gym kunnen gaan zonder je bekeken te voelenquote:
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ik hadnog restje noxipro met die verboden shit erin
lekker wous in me kop in de gym ze d88 dat ik speed op had
#thinprivilege #thisisthinprivilege
fan van Putin, Baudet, Jorge Lorenzo en Assad
Ken je die dexaxprien daar ga k kkhart vanquote:
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ik hadnog restje noxipro met die verboden shit erin
lekker wous in me kop in de gym ze d88 dat ik speed op had
Deathlift or Die.
