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I'm a 23 yr old male FA kissless virgin. I have sort of accepted my fate. I still live with my parents [obviously] and have one sibling: a sister. I got the short end of the stick [literally] we're both 5'7" and I'm acne ridden and below average looking whereas she's conventionally attractive and thin.
She's 16, was away for a year and came back a few months ago. I think she's started to realize the power she has now as she brings back 2-3 different guys a week and as fate would have it her room is next to mine so I hear it all... the headboard banging, the bed squeaking, the moaning, the "f-**** **** I love you".
One time they thought they were home alone so they were really going at it thud squeak thud squeak thud squeak ah-AH-AHHH thud squeak and I just started jacking off to them banging and pretending I knew what it was like to be so desired and wanted.
I came into my hand and rushed to the bathroom to wash it off and looked at the mirror in despair and loathing at the face that stared back at me.
The worst is both that I bump into the guys [always tall and/or handsome...] sometimes and they look at me smugly with such pity and disgust as if someone like me could ever be related to her (and truth be told if only I were born a girl...) and also that our mother doesn't seem to mind that she brings all these strangers into our house and she doesn't even have a boyfriend... probably 10 UNIQUE people a month.
tl;dr: I now almost always jerk off when I'm laying in bed listening to my sister going at it next door..