Without receiving
So much that i had to give
Between these walls
There were a lot of things that i could have them diffrently but it ain't about the way i lived
It's the heart that counts
Comfort, fear, embrace, love and protect me
Ain't that what i'm here for?
You said you be here for me
no matter what
How come it feels so cold everytime you step into this room
why does it feel so cold?
in the spring of '75
that's when God made a mistake
he took me here
to the wrong side
i guess you did the best you could
but never good enough
'cause it's the heart that counts
Comfort, fear, embrace, love and protect me
ain't that what i'm here for?
you said you would die for me, remember?
how come it feels so cold everytime you step into this room
why does it feel so cold?
i'm freezing
stuck here with this broken heart
all i can do
is hoping for a fool
recovering
why did you have me in the first place?
well,
comfort, fear, embrace, love and protect me
yeah
comfort, fear, embrace
baby just respect me
yeah
how come it feels so cold everytime
how come it feels so cold everytime
comfort, fear, embrace
baby, baby love me
baby love me
ooh love me yeah
just love me yeah
quote:
I feel like flying, I've got a rotor on my head and I feel like flying
My favourite music is the music I haven't yet heard - John Cage
Water: ijskoud de hardste - Gehenna
quote:Even gehighlight waar het nou precies om gaat
The shape of all my doubts... My fear
Come closer... Trust meHere I stand in the falling rain
There is no joy inside these tears
I see the world through a twisted and bitter stare
To be where I have been... to see what I have seenIs it a dream?
Or can I believe...
The memories will haunt me for evermoreThe shape of all my doubts... My fear
Come closer... I trusted youI am not the man you used to know
I am different... Everything is different now
When you left me, you planted a seed of hate in me
Nothing is stronger... Stronger than this
.
quote:
So now the bridges are burnt
A lesson learned?
Promises broken
Tender lies softly spoken
Changes in you
Changes in me
Maybe it was never meant to beIt wasn't you
It wasn't me
We were far too close to see
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Mad World
Mad World
Mad World
Dat hier een kerk heeft gestaan
Voor ik vergeet
Dat ik jarig was en ik een tic tac in mijn neusgat had
toen we naar zeeland zijn gegaan.
Voor ik vergeet
Koninginnedag en wie toen mijn vrienden zijn geweest
En ik niets meer weet
van straten en examens en vakanties en ruzie op een feest
ergens in de Biltstraat waar ik niemand kende
Voor ik vergeet
En later alles anders heet
Voor ik vergeet
En ik de feiten en de cijfers en de namen van de schrijvers niet meer weet
De hele dag
en alle woorden en elk uur
De hele dag en ook de nacht
en de zomers en de handen van mijn vader ...
vergeet ik op den duur
Voor ik vergeet
Vergeten ben van die hersenscan en van die toestand met dat huis
En dat ik zo iemand was die alles wou en niets begreep
van de film waarin hij speelde en de lafbek die hij was
Ik hou van jou
Ik hou zoveel van jou
Tot ik vergeet
ik jou vergeet
Jou vergeet
en nog alleen maar lijk te dromen ...
Voor ik vergeet - spinvis
At the end of the day,
But days fade away,
And where does time go please,
Is it moments like these,
And I dream of one
Daytime tv,
Unhappy families,
Say nothing to me,
And so it goes,
I guess I suppose,
For after all agreed,
Can't explain
Waiting for hours,
Hours turn to days,
Days turn to years,
I'm still here
Waiting for hours,
Hours turn to days,
Days turn to years,
I'm still here
Driving down showers,
Box got no flowers,
The sun is going down,
And I wish I could go,
To where I don't know,
But I'd like to go,
Can't explain,
Just the same,
Just the same,
Same again
Waiting for hours,
Hours turn to days,
Days turn to years,
I'm still here,
Waiting for hours,
Hours turn to days,
Days turn to years,
I'm still here
Can't explain,
Just the same,
Just the same,
Same again
Waiting for hours,
Hours turn to days,
Days turn to years,
I'm still here,
Waiting for hours,
Hours turn to days,
Days turn to years,
I'm still here
I will Follow...
I was on the outside when you said
You said you needed me
I was looking at myself
I was blind, I could not see
A boy tries hard to be a man
His mother takes him by his hand
If he stops to think he starts to cry
Oh why
If you walkaway, walkaway
I walkaway, walkaway...I will follow
If you walkaway, walkaway
I walkaway, walkaway...I will follow
I was on the inside
When they pulled the four walls down
I was looking through the window
I was lost, I am found
Walkaway, walkaway
I walkaway, walkaway...I will follow
If you walkaway, walkaway,
I walkaway, walkaway...I will follow
I will follow
Your eyes make a circle
I see you when I go in there
Your eyes, your eyes...
If you walkaway, walkaway
I walkaway, walkaway..I will follow
If you walkaway, walkaway
I walkaway, walkaway...I will follow
I will follow
I will follow...
Am I evil? I am man, yes I am.
As I watched my mother die, I lost my head.
Revenge now I sought, to break with my bread.
Taking no chances, you come with me.
I'll split you to the bone, help set you free.
Twenty-seven, everyone was nice.
Gotta see 'em make 'em pay the price.
See their bodies out on the ice.
Take my time.
Am I evil? Yes I am.
Am I evil? I am man, yes I am.
On with the action now, I'll strip your pride.
I'll spread your blood around, I'll see you ride.
Your face is scarred with steel, wounds deep and neat.
Like a double dozen before ya, smells so sweet.
Am I evil? Yes I am.
Am I evil? I am man.
I'll make my residence, I'll watch your fire.
You can come with me, sweet desire.
My face is long forgot, my face not my own
. Sweet and timely whore, take me home.
Am I evil? Yes I am.
Am I evil? I am man.
My soul is longing for, await my heir.
Sent to avenge my mother, sweep myself.
My face is long forgot, my face not my own.
Sweet and timely whore, take me home.
Am I evil? Yes I am.
Am I evil? I am man.
Am I evil? Yes I fucking am.
Am I evil? I am man, yeah.
Metallica: Am I Evil (Diamond Head cover)
Van marco borsato
SCHIJT AAN IEDEREEN 
Never underestimate the power of stupid people in a large group
A long December and there's reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can't remember the last thing that you said as you were leavin'
Now the days go by so fast
And it's one more day up in the canyons
And it's one more night in Hollywood
If you think that I could be forgiven...I wish you would
The smell of hospitals in winter
And the feeling that it's all a lot of oysters, but no pearls
All at once you look across a crowded room
To see the way that light attaches to a girl
And it's one more day up in the canyons
And it's one more night in Hollywood
If you think you might come to California...I think you should
Drove up to Hillside Manor sometime after two a.m.
And talked a little while about the year
I guess the winter makes you laugh a little slower,
Makes you talk a little lower about the things you could not show her
And it's been a long December and there's reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can't remember all the times I tried to tell my myself
To hold on to these moments as they pass
And it's one more day up in the canyon
And it's one more night in Hollywood
It's been so long since I've seen the ocean...I guess I should
Drink the water to ease my pain
Nights like these I only read about
Nights like these I only dreamt about
As we turned
As we rolled
I felt something strange
I felt you
Something light
Something so bright
I think it was the way of things
I think it was the way of things
Back come back again
Get me a life
Get me a life and see it in everything
Through the dim light
Through those dim lights
I've fallen I'm falling falling falling falling
In the endless life
Endless life
Endless life
Endless life
Endless life
Endless life
I hate to feel the love between us die
But it's over
Just hear this and then I'll go:
you gave me more to live for,
more than you'll ever know.
This is our last embrace,
must I dream and always see your face
Why can't we overcome this wall
Baby, maybe it is just because I didn't know you at all.
Kiss me, please, kiss me
But kiss me out of desire, babe, and not consolation
You know,
it makes me so angry 'cause I know that in time
I'll only make you cry, this is our last goodbye
Did you say "no, this can't happen to me,"
and did you rush to your phone to call?
Was there a voice unkind in the back of your mind saying,
"Maybe...you didn't know him at all."
Well, the bells out in the church tower chime
Burning clues into this heart of mine
Thinking so hard on her soft eyes and the memory
Of her sighs that, "It's over...it's over..."
It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss
It's getting better baby
No one can better this
Still holding on
You're still the one
First time our eyes met
Same feeling I get
Only feels much stronger
I wanna love you longer
Do you still turn the fire on?
So if you're feeling lonely, don't
You're the only one I'll ever want
I only want to make it go
So if I love you a little more than I should ...
Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
Please believe me (Oh believe it), every word I say is true
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch
Still getting closer baby
Can't get closer enough
Still holding on
You're still number one
I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all the moves
I remember you yeah
I remember the nights, you know I still do
So if you're feeling lonely, don't
You're the only one I'll ever want
I only want to make it go
So if I love you a little more than I should ...
Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
Please believe me (Oh believe it), every word I say is true
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
The one thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
The one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm praying
That's why I'm saying
Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
Babe believe it, every word I say is true
Please forgive me, if I can't stop loving you
No, believe, I don't know what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
I can't stop ... loving you ...
Ik was vergeten
Het lawaai
Van honderd stoelen
Net verlaten
Dat ze kraken
In de stilte
Of wat dat had moeten zijn
Ik was vergeten
Mijn nieuwe pak
Drie keer gedragen
Doffe donker
Dat me eigenlijk
Zonder tranen
Misschien best wel goed zou staan
Ik was vergeten
Witte gympies
Niet zo slim
Op natte aarde
Ik troost me wel
Met de gedachte
Nog niet geroutineerd te zijn
Ik was vergeten
Goed te eten
Weinig koffie
Blik op grond
Een dag als dit
Heeft nooit een reden
Een verstandig mens te zijn
Ik was vergeten, glad vergeten
Maar vandaag, hoe mooi het brein
Ik was vergeten, dat vergeten
Wat het beste weg kan zijn
Wel het verdriet
Nooit de persoon
Nooit de persoon
Maar soms de pijn
Ik was vergeten, glad vergeten
Hoe mooi het is iets kwijt te zijn
Nooit de persoon maar kleine dingen
Te verbannen uit mijn brein
En dat het soms een enkele keer
Hoe mooi het is iets kwijt te zijn
Als je in mijn ogen kijkt
lijkt de wereld stil te staan
De wind houdt op met waaien
en bevroren is de maan
Je bent stralend als de zon
Je bent volmaakt, zo naakt en klein
En de wereld lijkt voor eventjes perfect te zijn
Ik wist niet dat ik na een blik
zo veel van je houden zou
Maar ik weet nu al niet eens meer
hoe ik leefde zonder jou
Voor zoveel wezenlijke dingen
Leek ik blind tot dit moment
En die zijn ineens zo zichtbaar
Nu dat jij er bent
Oh, ik hoop dat ik je geven kan
wat jij me geeft
Zo lang ik leef...
Ik zal onvoorwaardelijk waken aan jouw zij
En ik hoop dat je ooit voelen mag
wat ik nu voel
Wat ik bedoel
En wat in woorden niet te vangen is voor mij
Wanneer je in mijn armen ligt
en zo tevreden naar me lacht
Lijk ik alles te vergeten
dat daar buiten op mij wacht
Alle strijd en alle tranen
Alle stille pijn verdwijnt
En de wereld lijkt voor eventjes
normaal te zijn
Once you and I were as innocent as kids
Love could freely flow to the corners of our hearts
Not aware of danger we started to grow-up
When we discovered borders
I crossed the line
And now I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart
I feel so sorry for the way we had to part
How could I let you go? How could I
And now I'm sorry from the bottom...
Of my heart
You don't what you've got till it's gone
And all the damage is done
We were too inexperienced to find our way out
Too little understanding for each others point of view
If I'd known then what I know now
There's no reason to shout
That I am sorry from the bottom of my heart
I feel so sorry for the way we had to part
How could I let you go? How could I
And now I'm sorry...
'Cause now I have grown up and I am all alone
I have found myself and now I'm searching for a home
Now I am the woman I wanted to be
More independent, but is this woman really me?
Nothing's left but memories of our lost paradise
If I'll ever find it again I would think twice
Then I would marry you and have ten kids
I would surrender just to be with you...
1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4
(whistle)
Shed a tear 'cause I'm missin' you
I'm still alright to smile
Girl, I think about you every day now
Was a time when I wasn't sure
But you set my mind at ease
There is no doubt
You're in my heart now
Said, woman, take it slow
It'll work itself out fine
All we need is just a little patience
Said, sugar, make it slow
And we come together fine
All we need is just a little patience
(patience)
Mm, yeah
I sit here on the stairs
'Cause I'd rather be alone
If I can't have you right now
I'll wait, dear
Sometimes I get so tense
But I can't speed up the time
But you know, love
There's one more thing to consider
Said, woman, take it slow
And things will be just fine
You and I'll just use a little patience
Said, sugar, take the time
'Cause the lights are shining bright
You and I've got what it takes
To make it, We won't fake it,
I'll never break it
'cause I can't take it
(whistle)
... little patience, mm yeah, mm yeah
Need a little patience, yeah
Just a little patience, yeah
Some more patience, yeah
Need some patience, yeah
Could use some patience, yeah
Gotta have some patience, yeah
All it takes is patience,
Just a little patience
Is all you need
I been walkin' the streets at night
Just tryin' to get it right
Hard to see with so many around
You know I don't like
Being stuck in the crowd
And the streets don't change
But baby the name
I ain't got time for the game
Cause I need you
Yeah, yeah, but I need you
Oo, I need you
Whoa, I need you
Oo, all this time
(ah)
Ze is nog niet verliefd zegt ze... 
Try a little harder now
Try a little harder now
Try a little harder now
Try a little harder now
No one ever said it would be easy
Doin' whatever you do
You just might have to suffer
But keep on movin' right through
You've got to
Try a little harder now
Try a little harder now
Try a little harder now
Try a little harder now
Sometimes you have to change your tune
To get where you want to be
But don't you let that satisfy you
You can have all you see
Try a little harder now
Try a little harder now
Try a little harder now
Try a little harder now
In my dish
How many pieces
Do you wish
Step into a heaven
Where I keep it on the soulside
Girl please me
Be my soul bride
Every woman
Has a piece of Aphrodite
Copulate to create
A state of sexual light
Kissing her virginity
My affinity
I mingle with the gods
I mingle with devinity
Blood sugar baby
She's magik
Sex magik sex magik
Blood sugar baby
She's magik
Sex magik sex magik
Blood sugar crazy
She has it
Sex magik sex magik
Blood sugar baby
She's magik
Sex magik sex magik
Glorious euphoria
Is my must
Erotic shock
Is a function of lust
Temporarily blind
Dimensions to discover
In time
Each into the other
Uncontrollable notes
From her snowwhite throat
Fill a space
In which two bodies float
Operatic by voice
A fanatic by choice
Aromatic is the flower
She must be moist
Blood sugar baby
She's magik
Sex magik sex magik
Blood sugar baby
She's magik
Sex magik sex magik
Blood sugar crazy
She has it
Sex magik sex magik
Blood sugar baby
She's magik
Sex magik sex magik
Blood sugar baby
She's magik
Sex magik sex magik
Blood sugar baby
She's magik
Sex magik sex magik
Blood sugar crazy
She has it
Sex magik sex magik
Blood sugar baby
She's magik
Sex magik sex magik
Blood sugar baby
She's magik
Sex magik sex magik
Blood sugar baby
She's magik
Sex magik sex magik
Blood sugar crazy
She has it
Sex magik sex magik
Blood sugar baby
She's magik
Sex magik sex magik
Goo Goo Dolls - Irisal jaren eigenlijk, weet ook niet waarom
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll
ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd
understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't
coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd
understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd
understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd
understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
Maar voor de rest gaat het wel perfect, ben eigenlijk nooit down, maar dit past gewoon goed
No more runnin down the wrong road
Dancin to a diffrent drum
Cant you see whats goin on
Deep inside your heart
Always searchin for the real thing
Livin like its far away
Just leave all the madness in yesterday
Youre holdin the key
When you believe it
Shine sweet freedom
Shine your light on me
You are the magic
Youre right where I wanna be
Oh sweet freedom carry me along
Well keep the spirit alive on and on
Well be dancin in the moonlight
Smilin with the risin sun
Livin like weve never done
Goin all the way
Reachin out to meet the changes
Touchin every shining star
The light of tomorrow is right where we are
Theres no turnin back
From what Im feeling
Shine sweet freedom
Shine your light on me
You are the magic
Youre right where I wanna be
Oh sweet freedom carry me along
Well keep the spirit alive on and on
Coz therell be starlight all night
When were close together
Share those feelings dancin in your eyes
Tonight theyre guiding us
Shinin till the mornin light
Ik veeg de tranen van m'n gezicht
Je hebt nog steeds je ogen dicht
Ik zou wel uren kunnen kijken
Maar hoe je hier nu voor me ligt
Je leefde altijd al met de dag
Maar de laatste tijd als ik je zag
Had je geen zin meer om te lachen
Ik vroeg me af waar dat aan lag
Want zo is het leven
Geluk en verdriet
Het werd je gegeven
Maar je wilde het iet
Ben je nu gelukkig
Of heb je nu spijt
Mis je de jaren
Dat wij samen waren
Want dat was toch een mooie tijd
Ik vraag me af waar je nu bent
En of ik je wel heb gekend
Want iets in jou waar ik niet bij kon
Is aan dit leven nooit gewend
Al kon je iets meer van me op aan
En ik had dichter bij je gestaan
Had ik je dan iets kunnen zeggen
Waardoor je dit misschien niet had gedaan
Want dit was je leven
Geluk en verdriet
Het werd je gegeven
Maar je wilde het niet
Ben je gelukkig
Of heb je nu spijt
Mis je de jaren
Dat wij samen waren
Want dat was toch een mooie tijd
Als je kiezen mocht
Waar je heen zou gaan
Zou je terugkomen naar hier
Of ver hier vandaan
Dit was je leven
Geluk en verdriet
Het werd je gegeven
Maar je wilde het niet
Ben je gelukkig
Of heb je nu spijt
Mis je de jaren
Dat wij samen waren
Want dat was toch een mooie tijd
Dit was je leven
Hier was je thuis
Waar ben je gebleven
Zo ver van mijn huis
Ben je verdrietig
Of ben je bevrijd
En waren de jaren
Die wij samen waren
Niet meer dan een verspilling van tijd
Hoe dan ook
Je bent alles kwijt
(Marco Borsato)
