Hoe voel je je nu, uitgedrukt in songteksten (#9)

There's a shadow just behind me,
shrouding every breath I take,
making every promise empty,
pointing every finger at me.
Waiting like a stalking butler
who upon the finger rests.
Murder now the path called "must we"
just before the son has come.
Jesus, won't you fucking whistle
something but the past and done?
Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over.
Why can't we drink forever.
I just want to start things over.

I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will only complicate you.
Trust in me and fall as well.
I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave,
I will work to elevate you
just enough to bring you down.

Trust me.

Mother Mary won't you whisper
something but what's past and done.

Trust me.

I want what I want.

we waren uit het oog verloren
hoe warm een weiland wel kan zijn
open de vensters en open de ogen
en zie hoe schoon de zomers zijn

ik hou van u
ik hou van u
ik hou van u

geef me een kus!
geef me een kus
geef me een kus
en vlug, voor de laatste bus!

we waren bijna echt vergeten
hoe schoon de zomer wel kan zijn
zonder zorgen en zonder regen
hoe schoon de zomer hier kan zijn

ik hou van u
ik hou van u
ik hou van u

geef me een kus!
geef me een kus
geef me een kus
en vlug, voor de laatste bus!

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Op maandag 22 september 2003 15:07 schreef SportsIllustrated het volgende:
Krijg toch allemaal de klere
Val voor mijn part allemaal dood

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I was on the outside when you said
You said you needed me
I was looking at myself
I was blind, I could not see

A boy tries hard to be a man
His mother takes him by his hand
If he stops to think he starts to cry
Oh why

If you walkaway, walkaway
I walkaway, walkaway...I will follow

If you walkaway, walkaway
I walkaway, walkaway...I will follow

I was on the inside
When they pulled the four walls down
I was looking through the window
I was lost, I am found

Walkaway, walkaway
I walkaway, walkaway...I will follow
If you walkaway, walkaway,
I walkaway, walkaway...I will follow
I will follow

Your eyes make a circle
I see you when I go in there
Your eyes, your eyes...

If you walkaway, walkaway
I walkaway, walkaway..I will follow

If you walkaway, walkaway
I walkaway, walkaway...I will follow

I will follow
I will follow...

So how could I
Turn away from the one I love
How could I
When I know what my heart's made of
Could it be
That your soul lives inside of me
How could I ever say good-bye

Why was I so afraid to tell him
That for him I would fight a thousand soldiers
But just like an angry child
I kept my feelings locked inside
There were rivers of tears
Flowing from his eyes

When you fall in love
You never know how long it lasts
But the one thing I know in my heart
Is that I was fading much too fast

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything
To make them understand
Have you ever had someone
Steal your heart away
You'd give anything, oh
To make them feel the same

Have you ever search for words
To get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Ooh
Have you ever find someone
You dreamt of all your life
You'd do just about anything
To look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one
You've given your heart to
Only to find that one
Won't give their heart to you

Have you ever closed your eyes
And dreamt that they were there
And all you can do is wait
For the day when they will care
Have you ever loved somebody

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms, baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand
How I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
Cuz baby I can't sleep

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Oh, Have you ever

Seven hours since you closed the door
Started a diet, got a manicure
Erased your number from my telephone
And if you call me I won't be at home

He said:

Why don't you cry
For the day
Say goodbye
Runaway
Why don't you cry
For the day
Say goodbye
I said ok, 'cos...

Ooh, won't you miss me like a hole in the head
Because I do boy,
And it's cool boy
And ooh, bet you never thought I'd get out of bed
Because of you boy,
Such a fool boy

Eleven hours on a brand new day
I'm getting ready to go out and play
It's late at night, I'm caught in a groove
I'd kiss my ass before I'm feeling blue

Seven hours, what you calling for?
A bunch of flowers and I slam the door
You're in my face, sorry what's your name?
Takes more than begging to reverse my brain
'cos...

Ooh, won't you miss me like a hole in the head
Because I do boy,
And it's cool boy
And ooh, bet you never thought I'd get out of bed
Because of you boy,
Such a fool boy

I'm through with it
Over it
Not having it
Crazy sh*t
Not feeling this
Can't deal, I quit
No more, No more
I'm through with it
Not having it
This crazy sh*t
Not feeling it
Can't deal with it
No more, I quit
No more, no more

Breaking off the _____
A brand new day has just begun
Just because you made me go "ooh"
Doesn't mean I'll put up with you
Don't you dare come back
Can't u see I wont take that?
I ain't crying over you
Better fill your head up like I told you

Why don't you cry
For the day
Say goodbye
Runaway
Why don't you cry
For the day
Say goodbye
I said ok, 'cos...

Ooh, won't you miss me like a hole in the head
Because I do boy,
And it's cool boy
And ooh, bet you never thought I'd get out of bed
Because of you boy,
Such a fool boy

nummer vn de sugababes, omdat er momenteel iemand is die meer van me wilt dan ik, terwijl ik al bezet ben... en het enige wa ik van die persoon wilde was lol en gezelligheid..(vriendschappelijke lol) enzo...

The times are changing so fast
I wonder how long it lasts
The clock is ticking, time is running out
The hatred fills this Earth
And for what it's worth
We're in the end before we know
Throughout the years
I have struggled to find the answer that
I never knew
It struck me like a million lightnings
And here I am telling to you
Every second of day it is coming your way
Future unknown is here to stay
Got to open your mind
or you will be lead to astray
There's a time to live
There's a time to die
But no one can escape the Destiny

Look all these things we've done
Under the burning Sun
Is this the way to carry on?
So take a look at yourself
And tell me what do you see
A wolf in clothes of a lamb?
Throughout the years
I have struggled to find the answer that
I never knew
It struck me like a million lightnings
And here I am telling to you
Every second of day it is coming your way
Future unknown is here to stay
Got to open your mind
or you will be lead to astray
There's a time to live
There's a time to die
But no one can escape the Destiny

Let your spirit free
Through Window of your mind
Unchain your Soul from hate
All you need is Faith
I control my Life
I am the One
You control your Life
But don't forget your Destiny...

It's time to say goodbye
I know it will make you cry
You make your Destiny
I know you'll find the way
And outside the Sun is bright
The things will be alright
I will be back one day to you
So please wait for ME

En dan met name het laatste coupletje

Don't hold me back, This is my own hell
Christbait, Slugbait, Rise and bring you down
Christbait Rising, In your own mind
Christbait Rising, Bleed dry mankind

Have mercy on me, sir
Allow me to impose on you
I have no place to stay
And my bones are cold right through
I will tell you a story
Of a man and his family
And I swear that it is true
Ten years ago I met a girl named Joy
She was a sweet and happy thing
Her eyes were bright blue jewels
And we were married in the spring
I had no idea what happiness and little love could bring
Or what life had in store
But all things move toward their end
All things move toward their their end
On that you can be sure
La la la la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la la la
Then one morning I awoke to find her weeping
And for many days to follow
She grew so sad and lonely
Became Joy in name only
Within her breast there launched an unnamed sorrow
And a dark and grim force set sail
Farewell happy fields
Where joy forever dwells
* Hail horrors hail *
Was it an act of contrition or some awful premonition
As if she saw into the heart of her final blood-soaked night
Those lunatic eyes, that hungry kitchen knife
Ah, I see sir, that I have your attention!
Well, could it be?
How often I've asked that question
Well, then in quick succession
We had babies, one, two, three
We called them Hilda, Hattie and Holly
They were their mother's children
Their eyes were bright blue jewels
And they were quiet as a mouse
There was no laughter in the house
No, not from Hilda, Hattie or Holly
"No wonder", people said, "poor mother Joy's so melancholy"
Well, one night there came a visitor to our little home
I was visiting a sick friend
I was a doctor then
Joy and the girls were on their own
La la la la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la la la
Joy had been bound with electrical tape
In her mouth a gag
She'd been stabbed repeatedly
And stuffed into a sleeping bag
In their very cots my girls were robbed of their lives
Method of murder much the same as my wife's
Method of murder much the same as my wife's
It was midnight when I arrived home
Said to the police on the telephone
Someone's taken four innocent lives
They never caught the man
He's still on the loose
It seems he has done many many more
Quotes John Milton on the walls in the victim's blood
The police are investigating at tremendous cost
In my house he wrote "his red right hand"
That, I'm told is from Paradise Lost
The wind round here gets wicked cold
But my story is nearly told
I fear the morning will bring quite a frost
And so I've left my home
I drift from land to land
I am upon your step and you are a family man
Outside the vultures wheel
The wolves howl, the serpents hiss
And to extend this small favour, friend
Would be the sum of earthly bliss
Do you reckon me a friend?
The sun to me is dark
And silent as the moon
Do you, sir, have a room?
Are you beckoning me in?
La la la la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la la la

Fram rider trollens kung
med vargbroder ut på jakt
Allt levade flyr, fä och frände
blodet skall dranka denna ensliga trakt

Utav mörket i sin evika sal,
han ger sig ut, en törst att släcka
Gär skyndas de fram på krokiga ben,
Flera liv att tas, hundra ben att knäcka

Trollherrens sällskap river sig fram,
genom dyster skog och fruset fjäll
De dräper vad de ser och finner allt gömt,
huvudens snart pryder deras heliga häll

Så står trackten dyster och mörk,
solen stiger inget liv att skåda
Underjorden firas en lyckad jakt,
sedan igen sekler tystnad råda ...

(ve dig människa du inkärktar här,
snart trollen dig till hällen bär ...)

Finntroll - Jakens Tid

I can't be arsed om de hele songtekst op te gaan zoeken, maar de clue is dat ik zo naar college moet en ik in dit tempo weereens te laat ga komen.

* Zzyzx is Championship Manager-addict (en Fok!-addict)

What happened?
Why didn't I listen to myself
I thought I'd know how to handle it
But I didn't

So confused
Where I stand
Do I stand alone
With each individual

This is not me
I used to be strong
Now I feel weak
This is not me
I never said it was
I didn't like it because I lost my way
This is not me
You know that it's true
And I'd be lying to you just to convince myself
This is not me

What happened?
Why didn't I speak up at the time
I thought I'd know what was going on
But I didn't
So confused where I stand
Do I stand alone
With each individual
This is not me
I used to be strong
Now I feel weak
This is not me
I never said that it was
I didn't like it because I had lost my way

This is not me
You know that it's true
And I'd be lying to you just to convince myself
This is not me

Whoo oooh yeah
Hey yeah

So confused where I stand
Do I stand alone
Someone tell me
Cause this is not me
If I said that it was, I didn't like it because I had lost my way
This is not me, you know that it's true
I'd be lying to you just to convince myself

This is not me

Delta Goodrem - This is not me..

Was ik maar een dichter dan kon ik dichter bij jou zijn.
Was ik maar het bloed dat door jou lichaam stroomt dan sliep ik in jou hart en ik woonde in jou hoofd.

Zittend bij het raam
Ik kijk naar al die mooie mensen
Ze gaan uit
Ze gaan naar huis
Je weet het niet
Zo langzaam als het regent
De verliefden doet het niets
Laat niemand ze vertellen dat het giet
Maar degene die alleen gaan
Weggedoken in hun jas
Zij die gaan omdat ze ergens moeten zijn
Ze kleuren beter bij de liedjes die de barvrouw ons draait
Rustig, als het zesde glas wijn
Er blijft een vrouw staan voor het raam
Lijkt of ze wil dat ik iets zeg
Het zou hier Brussel moeten heten
Was ik eindelijk eens weg

Zittend bij het raam
Ik kijk naar al die mooie mensen
En af en toe keken ze terug
Maar vaker niet
Binnen gaan de jassen aan
De glazen leeg
De mensen staan
Eenentwintig gulden staan we quitte

En ik ga mee met wie alleen gaan
Weggedoken in mijn jas
Niemand slaapt
De eenzame die lacht
Ik ga links want ik moet rechts
En we gaan nog niet naar huis
Ik speel Brusseltje vannacht

Er zit een dame voor het raam
Lijkt of ze wil dat ik iets zeg
Het zou hier Brussel moeten heten
Dan was ik eindelijk eens weg

De hemel en de Aarde
De weidsheid van het land
En de wijsheid van ÚÚn man
Dat is genoeg

Er is niets waar ik op wacht
Morgen blijft het nacht
Ik overdacht mijn zorgen en de wereld
En alle keren dat ik wakker lag
Ik besloot
Wat een mooie dag, Wat een mooie dag

De grond, het gras
De wegen naar de horizon dit trilt
De tijd is hier de ruimte
De diepte hier is wild

De onzin en de noodzaak
Ze naderen de grens
De liefde van ÚÚn mens
Was mij genoeg

Er is niets waar ik op wacht
Morgen blijft het nacht
Ik overdacht mijn zorgen en de wereld
En alle keren dat ik wakker lag
Ik besloot
Wat een mooie dag, wat een mooie dag

Er is niets waar ik op wacht
Morgen blijft het nacht
Ik overdacht mijn zorgen en de wereld
En alle keren dat ik wakker lag
Ik besloot
Wat een mooie dag, wat een mooie dag

Er is niets waar ik op wacht
Morgen blijft het nacht
Ik overdacht mijn zorgen en de wereld
En alle keren dat ik wakker lag
Ik besloot
Wat een mooie dag, wat een mooie dag

Wat een mooie dag, wat een mooie dag
Voor de dood.

I'll never let you see
The way my broken heart is hurting me
I've got my pride and I know how to hide
All my sorrow and pain
I'll do my crying in the rain

If I wait for stormy skies
You won't know the rain from the tears in my eyes
You'll never know that I still love you so
Though the heartaches remain
I'll do my crying in the rain

Raindrops falling from heaven
Could never take away my misery
But since we're not together
I pray for stormy weather
To hide these tears I hope you'll never see

Someday when my crying's done
I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool
But till then, darling, you'll never see me complain
I'll do my crying in the rain

I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the rain

Went out today
to try and phone you
I guess you didn't
recognize my call
the lady on your end
said you got caller I.D.
and I'm feeling sorry
that you've been
woken up so much
and I'm feeling guilty
just talk to me
please talk to me

I hardly know you
is it too late to even try
I want to know you
another twenty cent goodbye

I found a pay phone
and it's busted
another broken hearted fool
but still I pick up the receiver
my lips are touching
someone's drool
please make this worth it
you're all I'm thinking of today
I know you're worth it
just talk to me
please talk to me

goodbye
another twenty cent goodbye
another twenty cents

[Dit bericht is gewijzigd door Owen op 01-10-2003 23:18]

One love
One life
When it's one need
In the night
One love
We get to share it
Leaves you baby if you
Don't care for it

Did I disappoint you
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without
Well it's...

Too late
Tonight
To drag the past out into the light
We're one, but we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other
One...

Have you come here for forgiveness
Have you come to raise the dead
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head

Did I ask too much
More than a lot
You gave me nothing
Now it's all I got
We're one
But we're not the same
Well we
Hurt each other
Then we do it again
You say
Love is a temple
Love a higher law
Love is a temple
Love the higher law
You ask me to enter
But then you make me crawl
And I can't be holding on
To what you got
When all you got is hurt

One love
One blood
One life
You got to do what you should
One life
With each other
Sisters
Brothers
One life
But we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other

One...life

One

u2 - one

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be

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Op donderdag 2 oktober 2003 23:46 schreef TheCamel het volgende:
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Als je onvoorwaarlijk voor me kiest.
Stel dat je je hart aan me verliest.
Met alle risico's van dien.
Zul je zien..............;..dan zul je zien.
Hoe egocentrisch, ijdel, ambitieus ik ben.
Hoe autistisch, onbereikbaar, en nerveus ik ben.
Dat ik ben bedachtzaam, rationeel, en ongenaakbaar ben.
Dat ik een heleboel geflipte idioten ken.
Dat ik niet koken kan en nooit een formulier invul.
Dat ik ook als ik ongelijk heb me er toch uit lul.
Dat ik soms nijg naar paranoia en geen mens vertrouw.
Dat ik niet huil maar soms m'n hele interieur verbouw.
Als je me dit allemaal kan vergeven.
Kies voor mij, en red mijn leven.
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Stukje uit Hans Teeuwen, Dat dan weer wel, Zo Alleen

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I'm making flowers out of paper
While darkness takes the afternoon
I know that they won't last forever
But real ones fade away to soon

I still cry sometimes when I remember you
I still cry sometimes when I hear your name
I said goodbye and I know you're alright now
But when the leaves start falling down I still cry

It's just that I recall September
It's just that I still hear your song
It's just I can't seem to remember
Forever more those days are gone

I still cry sometimes when I remember you
I still cry sometimes when I hear your name
I said goodbye and I know you're alright now
But when the leaves start falling down I still cry

I still cry sometimes when I remember you
I still cry sometimes when I hear your name
I said goodbye and I know you're alright now
But when the leaves start falling down I still cry
But when the leaves start falling down I still cry

... raar hoeveel er in een jaar kan veranderen...
hoe je mensen, die een jaar gelezen zo belangrijk voor je waren.. zo maar kwijt kan zijn. .. Bah, ik voel me kut