Hoe voel je je nu? Uitgedrukt in songteksten [ Deel 31]

So you say we're fine
Well nothing feels allright
You think there's no way
I'll make you go away

What dream are you in?
What are you thinking?

You're really something that turned into nothing
You're memory is fading
You should have known better than keep me waiting
Go stand in line cause you're falling behind
My patience is breaking
You should have known better than keep me waiting

I've made up my mind
No wasting no more time
I'm taking back everything that's mine
I tried to give in (tried to give in)
What was I thinking?

Cause you're really something that turned into nothing
You're memory is faiding
You should have known better than keep me waiting
Go stand in line cause you're falling behind
My patience is breaking
You should have known better than keep me waiting
(should've known better than keep me waiting - keep me waiting)

I don't want to go on
Cause I never get enough attention
You're weak I'm grown
But I'm sure
That I'm moving in the right direction

Cause you're really something that turned into nothing
You're memory is faiding
You should have known better than keep me waiting
Go stand in line cause you're falling behind
My patience is breaking
You should have known better than keep me waiting

Cause you're really something that turned into nothing
You're memory is faiding
You should have known better than keep me waiting
Go stand in line cause you're falling behind
My patience is breaking
You should have known better than keep me waiting

Now here you go again
You say you want your freedom
Well who am I to keep you down?
It's only right that you should
Play it the way you feel it
But listen carefully to the sound
Of your loneliness
Like a heartbeat... drives you mad
In the stillness of remembering what you had
And what you lost...
And what you had...
And what you lost...

Thunder only happens when it's raining
Players only love you when they're playing
Say... women... they will come and they will go
When the rain washes you clean... you'll know

Now here I go again, I see the crystal visions
I keep my visions to myself
It's only me
Who wants to wrap around your dreams, and...
Have you any dreams you'd like to sell?
Dreams of loneliness...
Like a heartbeat... drives you mad...
In the stillness of remembering
What you had...
And what you lost...
What you had...
And what you lost...

Thunder only happens when it's raining
Players only love you when they're playing
Say... women... they will come and they will go
When the rain washes you clean... you'll know
You will know...
Oh, you'll know...

System of a down - Atwa

Hey you, see me, pictures crazy
All the world Ive seen before me passing by
Ive got nothing, to gain, to lose
All the world Ive seen before me passing by
You dont care about how I feel
I dont feel it any more
You dont care about how I feel
I dont feel it any more
You dont care about how I feel
I dont feel it any more
You dont care about how I feel
I dont feel it any more
Hey you, are me, not so pretty
All the world Ive seen before me passing by
Silent my voice, Ive got no choice
All the world Ive seen before me passing by
You dont care about how I feel
I dont feel it any more
You dont care about how I feel
I dont feel it any more
You dont care about how I feel
I dont feel it any more
You dont care about how I feel
I dont feel it any more
I dont see, anymore
I dont hear, anymore
I dont speak, anymore
I dont feel
Hey you, see me, pictures crazy
All the world Ive seen before me passing by
Ive got nothing, to gain, to lose
All the world Ive seen before me passing by
You dont care about how I feel
I dont feel it any more
You dont care about how I feel
I dont feel it any more
You dont care about how I feel
I dont feel it any more
You dont care about how I feel
I dont feel it any more
I dont sleep, anymore
I dont eat, anymore
I dont live, anymore
I dont feel

I'm alone
Hiding in the dark
I'm looking for a life to come and rescue me
I sleep, I rise,
Hear your denies
Endlessly inside
It's crazy but

Sometimes I feel like
I want to run away
Sometimes I feel like
I've got to get away
One day you will see
Another side of me
My life I command
It's not the way that you planned

Leave me alone (leave me alone)
Leave me alone!
Out on my own (out on my own)
Leave me alone!

What do you want from me
Do you dream of a life, your life through me
Myself, my time, in one we unite
I don't ever want to be that girl
You want it to be

Sometimes I feel like
But I want to run away
Sometimes I feel like
I've got to get away
One day you will see
Another side of me
My life I command
It's not the way that you planned

One day you will see
Another side of me
My life I command
It's not the way....
It's not the way that you planned

&Deze

Het leven is kut
Het leven is algeheel totaal volkomen kut
Absoluut totaal volslagen en volledig kut
Kut kut kut kut en nog een keertje kut

S'ochtends sta je op en het gaat gelijk al kut
Alweer de honderd duizend niet gewonnen dus das kut
Geen Nobelprijs voor de vrede en geen oscar kut
Dat is toch niet normaal meer zoveel pech dat is toch kut

Het leven is kut
En we gaan maar door dat is het idiote
Het leven is algeheel totaal volslagen en volledig kut
En is het niet een keer kut dan is het klote

Je moet een jas gaan kopen, kijk dat is op zich zelf al kut
Je gaat naar buiten en het regent, dus dat is dan extra kut
Je koopt die jas je trekt um aan, dan schijnt de zon ineens
Kut kan je die jas weer uit doen, loop je met zo’n kut jas rond
Das kut das allemaal

Het leven is kut
Eerst een kut jeugd, in een kut stad, in een kut land, das al kut
Dan in een kut zaal tussen kut publiek, das nog een keertje kut
Dan ken je nog zo'n kut lied mee gaan zingen, nog eens extra kut
Omdat zo'n kut van Merwijk denkt dat zoiets leuk is, 8 keer kut
Kut kut kut kut en nog een keertje kut
Nou kan je zeggen wat je wil, maar zeg nou zelf het leven is kut!

I searched, I searched, I searched my whole life
To find, find, find the secret
But all I did was open up my eyes

If it's bitter at the start
Then it's sweeter in the end

Looking at your picture from when we first met
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do could protect me from you that night

Wrapped around your finger always in my mind
The days they went cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were everything, everything to me

I just want you to know
that I’ve been fighting to let you go
Some days I’ll make it through,
and then there’s nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
that there’s a day you’ll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again, just want you to know

All the doors are closing
I’m trying to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day
The day you slipped away

And I just want you to know
that I’ve been fighting to let you go
Some days I’ll make it through,
and then there’s nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
that there’s a day you’ll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again, just want you to know

That since I lost you,
I lost myself
I know I can’t fake it,
there’s no one else

I just want you to know
that I’ve been fighting to let you go
Some days I’ll make it through,
and then there’s nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
that there’s a day you’ll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again, just want you to know

Dit is het enige nummer in mijn muziek collectie dat mijn gevoelens nu enigzins reflecteren


Hot stuff
When I see you on my TV screen
Hot stuff
Oh you make me wanna cream my jeans
Hot shit
Oh boy I wish I was your man
Oh baby, take good care in Afghanistan

Hot lips
When I see you on the battlefield
Hot tits
Oh girl, I hope you don't get killed
Hot shit
Oh baby, you just look so good
but now it looks like you're stuck
In the wrong neighborhood

Hot stuff
Hot stuff
Hot shit
You took a bite of my heart and now
I don't know what to do with it

Hot stuff
Hot stuff
Hot shit
You hi-jacked my heart and now
I think I'm gonna throw a fit

Hot buns
In the middle of a firefight
Hot boobs
Hand grenades tearing up the night
Hot legs
Don't lose you're heart to another man
Like the leader of some warring clan

Hot cakes
Let me know, can I anticipate
Hot lips
To wine and dine you at a special date
Hot skin
When you get back tell me yes or no
Please get out of the warzone 'cause i need you so

Hot stuff
Hot stuff
Hot shit
You took a bite of my heart and now
I don't know what to do with it

Hot stuff
Hot stuff
Hot shit
You hi-jacked my heart and now
I think I'm gonna throw a fit

I FEEL GOOD

I don't have plans and schemes,
And I don't have hopes and dreams.
I don't have anything,
Since I don't have you.

And I don't have fond desires,
and I don't have happy hours.
I don't have anything,
Since I don't have you.

Happiness, and I guess,
I never will again.
When you walked out on me,
In walked ol' misery,
And he's been here since then.

(spoken) Yeah, we're fucked!

I don't have love to share,
And I don't have one who cares.
I don't have anything,
Since I don't have you.

You, you, you, oh, oh!
You, you, you, oh, oh!
You, you, you, oh, oh!
You, you, you, oh, oh!
You, you, you, oh yeah!

Things ain’t what they used to be
My love for life is gone you see
Am I fighting things I cannot see
I don’t wanna die this way
Wishing that I could turn back time
Wasted time, there is work to be done

But one thing I know for sure
I am a danger to myself, how come
Yeah one thing I know for sure
I need some guidance, to get me out of this hellhole

Trying to be misunderstood
But it doesn't do me any good
love the way they smiled at me
held their face for eternity
Now let them all fly off

When it comes down
it all comes down
And you will not be found
When it's over it's all over
Even if I make a sound

I'll be misunderstood
By the beautiful and good in this city
None of it was planned
Take me by the hand
Just don't try ...and understand

Trying to be misunderstood
Just a product of my childhood
Still I find myself outside
You can't say I haven't tried
Perhaps I tried too hard

No excuses, I won't apologise
Or justify your lies
Come find me, tell them to me
Look me in the eyes

I'll be misunderstood
By the beautiful and good in this city
None of this was planned
Take me by the hand
Just don't try ...and understand

Can't forgive, sorry to say
You don't know you're guilty anyway
Isn't it funny how we don't speak
The language of love?

Quando ti vedrò
appena ti vedrò
io saprò che sei tu
la mia strada verso il blu...

Quando ti vedrò
appena ci riuscirò
ogni ombra della notte
finalmente sparirà
come neve scioglierò
anche l'ultima perplessità
ed incontro ti verrò...

Il mio amore per te
non avrà paura di niente
il mio amore per te
sento già che vive dentro me
che vive dentro me

Quando ti vedrò tutto
più chiaro avrò
specialmente le risposte
che non ho saputo mai
la mia vita affronterò
con un altro slancio sai
ed incontro ti verrò...

Il mio amore per te
non avrà paura di niente
il mio amore per te
sfiderà quella gente
che non crede in te
e non sa che per me
sei la sola salvezza che c'è
sei la sola verità
che vive dentro me
vivrà, vivrà per sempre
vivrà, vivrà per sempre

Il mio amore per te
non avrà paura di niente
il mio amore per te
sfiderà quella gente
che non crede in te
e non sa che per me
sei la sola salvezza che c'è
sei la sola verità
che vive dentro me
il mio amore per te...

Hot town summer in the city
Back of my neck getting dirt and gritty
Been down, isn't it a pity
Doesn't seem to be a shadow in the city
All around people looking half dead
Walking on the sidewalk hotter than a match head

But at night it's a different world
Go out and find a girl
Come on, come on and dance all night
Despite the heat it will be alright
And babe, don't you know it's a pity
The days can't be like the night
In the summer in the city
In the summer in the city

Cool town, evening in the city
Dressed so fine and looking so pritty
Cool cat lookin for a kitty
Gonna look in every corner of the city
Till I'm weezin like a bus stop
Running up the stairs gonna meet ya on the roof top

But at night it's a different world
Go out and find a girl
Come on, come on lets dance all night
Despite the heat it will be alright
And babe, don't you know it's a pity
The days can't be like the night
In the summer in the city
In the summer in the city

But at night it's a different world
Go out and find a girl
Come on, come on lets dance all night
Despite the heatit will be alright
And babe don't you know it's a pity
The days can't be like the night
In the summer in the city
In the summer in the city

Hot town summer in the city

And the hardest part
Was letting go not taking part
Was the hardest part
And the strangest thing
Was waiting for that bell to ring
It was the strangest start

I can feel it go down
Bittersweet I could taste in my mouth
Silver lining the clouds
oh And I
I wish that I could work it out

And the hardest part
Was letting go not taking part
You really broke my heart
And I tried to sing
But I couldn't think of anything
And that was the hardest part

I can feel it go down
You left the sweetest taste in my mouth
You're a silver lining the clouds
Oh, and I
Oh, and I
I wonder what its all about [x2]

Everything I know is wrong
Everything I do it just comes undone
And everything is torn apart
Oh and thats the hardest part
Thats the hardest part
Yeah, thats the hardest part
Thats the hardest part

Zal ik dan ook maar met mijn (boze) liefdesverdriet

(HIJ)
I need a little time
To think it over
I need a little space
Just on my own
I need a little time
To find my freedom
I need a little...

(ZIJ)
Funny how quick the milk turns sour
Isn't it, isn't it
Your face has been looking like that for hours
Hasn't it, hasn't it
Promises, promises turn to dust
Wedding bells just turn to rust
Trust into mistrust

(HIJ)
I need a little room
To find myself
I need a little space
To work it out
I need a little room
All alone
I need a little...

(ZIJ)
You need a little room for your big head
Don't you, don't you
You need a little space for a thousand beds
Won't you, won't you
Lips that promise - fear the worst
Tongue so sharp - the bubble burst
Just into unjust

(HIJ)
I've had a little time
To find the truth
Now I've had a little room
To check what's wrong
I've had a little time
And I still love you
I've had a little...

(ZIJ)
You had a little time
And you had a little fun
Didn't you, didn't you
While you had yours
Do you think I had none
Do you, do you
The Freedom that you wanted bad
Is yours for good
I hope you're glad
Sad into unsad

(ZIJ)
I had a little time
To think it over
Had a little room
To work it out
I found a little courage
To call it off

I've had a little time
I've had a little time
I've had a little time
I've had a little time

Dit nummer is zo typerend voor exvriend en mij... alleen moet ik het nog een beetje verwerken en beetje kracht vinden om hem echt achter me te laten...

Nummer is btw van Sophie B. Hawkins - A little time

Nog maar eentje dan....k*tliefdesverdiet

Here I lie in a lost and lonely part of town,
Held in time in a world of tears I slowly drown.
Goin' home; I just can't make it all alone.
I really should be holding you, holding you,
Loving you, loving you.

Tragedy: When the feeling's gone and you can't go on,
It's tragedy. When the morning cries and you don't know why,
It's hard to bear. With no one to love you, you're goin' nowhere.
Tragedy: When you lose control and you got no soul,
It's tragedy. When the morning cries and you don't know why,
It's hard to bear.
With no one beside you, you're goin' nowhere.


Night and day there's a burning down inside of me:
Oh, burning love with a yearning that won't let me be.
Down I go and I just can't take it all alone.
I really should be holding you, holding you,
Loving you, loving you.

Tragedy: When the feeling's gone and you can't go on,
It's tragedy. When the morning cries and you don't know why,
It's hard to bear. With no one to love you, you're goin' nowhere.
Tragedy: When you lose control and you have no soul,
It's tragedy. When the morning cries and you don't know why,
It's hard to bear.
With no one beside you, you're goin' nowhere.


Tragedy: When the feeling's gone and you can't go on,
It's tragedy. When the morning cries and you don't know why,
It's hard to bear. With no one to love you, you're goin' nowhere.
Tragedy: When you lose control and you have no soul,
It's tragedy. When the morning cries and your heart goes down,
It's hard to bear.
With no one beside you, you're goin' nowhere.

Tragedy: When the feeling's gone and you can't go on,
It's tragedy. When the morning cries and you don't know why,
It's hard to bear. With no one to love you, you're goin' nowhere.
Tragedy: When you lose control and you have no soul,
It's tragedy. When the morning cries and your heart just dies,
It's hard to bear.
With no one beside you, you're goin' nowhere.

Tragedy: When the feeling's gone and you can't go on,
It's tragedy. When the morning cries and you don't know why,
It's hard to bear. With no one to love you, you're goin' nowhere.

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

The one thing that I tried to hold on to....

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

When you walk by every night
Talking sweet and looking fine
I get kind of hectic inside
Baby, Im so into you
Darling if you only knew
All the things that flow through my mind
But its just a...

Sweet sweet fantasy baby
When I close my eyes
You come and take me
On and on and on
Its so deep in my daydreams
But its just a sweet sweet fantasy baby

Images of rapture
Creep into me slowly
As you're going to my head
And my heart beats faster
When you take me over
Time and time and time again

Sweet sweet fantasy baby
When I close my eyes
You come and take me
On and on and on
Its so deep in my daydreams
But its just a sweet sweet fantasy baby

I'm in heaven
With my boyfriend
My laughing boyfriend
There's no beginning and there's no end
Feels like I'm dreaming but I'm not sleeping

Sweet sweet fantasy baby
When I close my eyes
You come and take me
On and on and on
Its so deep in my daydreams
But its just a sweet sweet fantasy baby

Laat me alleen, alleen met al m'n verdriet
't Is beter dat ik nu geen mensen zie
Niemand, niemand, niemand die me troosten kan
Ik verloor m'n toekomst en m'n doel
Laat me alleen, alleen met al m'n verdriet
Een glimlach, dat wordt pure parodie
Iemand, iemand, iemand die gelukkig was
En verloor, begrijpt wat ik nu voel

Daar staat z'n laatste glas
Wat sigaretten, z'n laatste boeket
En ik voel z'n hand op m'n schouder
En z'n stem: "alles komt wel weer goed"
Maar dat kan ik niet geloven
Want dit afscheid was heel anders dan voorheen
Dit was definitief, ik ben nu alleen
En hem had ik zo lief

Laat me alleen, alleen met al m'n verdriet
't Is beter dat ik nu geen mensen zie
Niemand, niemand, niemand die me troosten kan
Ik verloor m'n toekomst en m'n doel
Laat me alleen, alleen met al m'n verdriet
Een glimlach, dat wordt pure parodie
Iemand, iemand, iemand die gelukkig was
En verloor, begrijpt wat ik nu voel

"Ach, 't komt toch wel vaker voor
Straks komt je glimlach weer
Ben je 't weer vergeten"
Dat zegt iedereen in mijn omgeving
Maar ik weet: dat is niet waar
Deze tranen drogen niet
Dit gevoel gaat nooit voorbij
Want verdriet om echte liefde
Is te zwaar om mee te dragen
Want hij houdt niet meer van mij

Laat me alleen, zeur niet tegen mij
Ik mis 'm, de wond is nog te vers
Als ik alleen ben voel ik hem dichtbij

Laat me alleen, alleen met al m'n verdriet
't Is beter dat ik nu geen mensen zie
Niemand, niemand, niemand die me troosten kan
Ik verloor m'n toekomst en m'n doel
Laat me alleen, alleen met al m'n verdriet
Een glimlach, dat wordt pure parodie
Iemand, iemand, iemand die gelukkig was
En verloor, begrijpt wat ik nu voel

Laat me alleen

Ach, wat overdreven maarja.

Oh girl we are the same
We are young and lost and so afraid
There?s no cure for the pain
No shelter from the rain
All our prayers seem to fail

In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
In world so hollow
It is breaking my heart
In joy and sorrow my home's in your amrs
In world so hollow
It is breaking my heart

Oh girl we are the same
We are strong and blessed and so brave
With souls to be saved
And faith regained
All our tears wipe away

In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
In world so hollow
It is breaking my heart
In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
In world so hollow
It is breaking my heart

In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
In world so hollow
It is breaking my heart
In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
In world so hollow
It is breaking my heart

My home is in your arms
And it is breaking my heart
My home is in your arms
And it is breaking my heart

Alanis Morissette - Sympathetic Character

I was afraid you'd hit me if I’d spoken up I was
afraid of your physical strength I was afraid
you'd hit me below the belt I was afraid of your
sucker punch I was afraid of your reducing me
I was afraid of your alcohol breath I was afraid
of your complete disregard for me I was afraid
of your temper I was afraid of handles being
flown off of I was afraid of holes being punched
into walls I was afraid of your testosterone
I have as much rage as you have
I have as much pain as you do
I've lived as much hell as you have
and I’ve kept mine bubbling under for you

Chorus:
you were my best friend
you were my lover
you were my mentor
you were my brother
you were my partner
you were my teacher
you were my very own sympathetic character

I was afraid of verbal daggers I was afraid of the
calm before the storm I was afraid for my own
bones I was afraid of your seduction I was afraid of
your coercion I was afraid of your rejection
I was afraid of your intimidation I was afraid of
your punishment I was afraid of your icy silences
I was afraid of your volume I was afraid of your
manipulation I was afraid of your explosions

I have as much rage as you do
I have as much pain as you do
I've lived as much hell as you have
and I’ve kept mine bubbling under for you

you were my keeper
you were my anchor
you were my family
you were my saviour
and therein lay the issue
and therein lay the problem

When you're so lonely lying in bed
Night's closed it's eyes but you can't rest your head
Everyone's sleeping all through the house
You wish you could dream but forgot to somehow

Sing this lullaby to yourself
Sing this lullaby to yourself

And if you are waiting, waiting for me
Know I'll be home soon darling I guarantee
I'll be home Sunday just in one week
Dry up your tears if you start to weep

And sing this lullaby to yourself
Sing this lullaby to yourself

Lullaby, I'm not nearby
Sing this lullaby to yourself
Don't you cry, no don't you cry
Sing this lullaby to yourself

Cause when I arrive dear it won't be that long
No it won't seem like anytime that I've been gone
It ain't the first time it won't be the last
Won't you remember these words to help the time pass?

So when you're so lonely lying in bed
Night's closed it's eyes but you can't rest your head
Everyone's sleeping all through the house
You wish you could dream but forgot to somehow

Sing this lullaby to yourself
Sing this lullaby to yourself
Sing this lullaby, sing this lullaby
Sing this lullaby to yourself