Hoe voel jij je? Uitgedrukt in songteksten.Deel 5

Don't Let Go (Duet Sarah McLachlan) - Bryan Adams

I can't believe this moment's come
It's so incredible that we're alone
There's so much to be said and done
It's impossible not to be overcome
Will you forgive me if I feel this way
Cuz we've just met - tell me that's OK
So take this feeling'n make it grow
Never let it - never let it go

(Dont let go of the things you believe in)
You give me something that I can believe in
(Dont' let go of this moment in time)
Go of this moment in time
(Don't let go of things that you're feeling)
I can't explain the things that I'm feeling
(Dont' let go)
No, I won't let go

Now would you mind if I bared my soul
If I came right out and said your'e beautiful
Cuz there's something here I can't explain
I feel I'm diving into driving rain
You get my senses running wild
I can't resist your sweet, sweet smile
So take this feeling'n make it grow
Never let it - never let it go

Chorus:
I've been waiting all my life
To make this moment feel so right
The feel of you just fills the night
So c'mon - just hold on tight
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Hmmm okay nog eentje dan....

Weve got tonight Ronan Keating & Lulu

I know its late, I know youre weary
I know your plans dont include me
Still here we are, both of us lonely
Longing for shelter from all that we see
Why should we worry, no one will care girl
Look at the stars now, so far away
Weve got tonight
Who needs tomorrow?
Weve got tonight babe
Why dont you stay?

Deep in my soul, Ive been so lonely
All of my hopes, fading away
Ive longed for love, like everyone else does
I know Ill keep searching, after today

So that there it is girl
Weve got it all now
And here we are babe
What do you say?

Weve got tonight
Who needs tomorrow?
Weve got tonight babe
Why dont you stay?

I know its late, I know youre weary
I know your plans dont include me
Still here we are, both of us lonely
Both of us lonely lo-o-o-o-nely

Weve got tonight
Who needs tomorrow?
Lets make it last
Lets find a way
Turn out the light
Come take my hand now
Weve got tonight
Why dont you stay?
We've got tonight
Why dont you stay?

hoe geen vrouw ooit krijgt wat ze verdient

het zien duurt een seconde, de gedachte blijft voor altijd

Ik heb vannacht gedronken en gezien

Ik heb vannacht gekeken en beleefd

hoe geen vrouw ooit terugkrijgt wat ze geeft

er is geen macht ter wereld die niet vroeg of laat opzijtrapt

Ik heb vannacht gekeken en beleefd en

Blauw, blauw, blauw

keer ik terug naar jou

Blauw, blauw, blauw

yeah

Blauw

Ik heb zojuist gedronken en gezien

hoe jij van mij nooit krijgt wat je verdient

als weer één die altijd vooruit en daarom nooit opzij kijkt

ik heb vannacht gekeken en gezien

Blauw, blauw, blauw

keer ik terug naar jou

Blauw, blauw, blauw

yeah

Blauw

en het zien duurt een seconde

en de gedacht blijft voor altijd

Blauw

Dus hier kom ik aan, hier ben ik

lief ik geef mezelf aan jou

Blauw

En ook :

Omdat ik van je houd, mijn schat,
ben ik zonder jou, mijn schat,
een stuk verlopen harlekijn
die niets meer doet dan dronken zijn.
En nu je met een ander gaat,
loop ik te zwalken langs de straat.
Omdat ik wankel als een zot,
lacht iedereen zich rot.
Komt vrienden, vult de glazen goed
en laten we eens klinken.
Want als de mens toch sterven moet,
dan kan hij het best verdrinken.
Als iemand onder tafel gaat,
maken wij wel de rest soldaat.

Ofschoon je van een ander houdt,
laat mij ieder ander koud.
Ik kies gewoon mijn eigen lot
al ga ik daaraan ook kapot.
Gehangen als een hartendief
in mijn eigen strop, mijn lief,
daarom speel ik de kroegtenor
met een dronken koor.

Komt vrienden, schenk me nog eens in
en denk niet aan die kater.
Zijn lijkkist moet een ieder in,
al dronken we ook water.
En die het eerste kotsen moet,
betaalt de rekening kort en goed.

Terwijl ik hier mijn pijn verstouw,
vind ik het toch fijn voor jou
omdat jij nu gelukkig bent,
omdat jij echte liefde kent.
En als ik je ontmoet op straat
vraag ik hoe het met hem gaat.
Dan praat je vrolijk honderduit.
Daarna ga ik onderuit.

Komt vrienden, vult opnieuw het glas,
wie kan er hier nog treuren?
Wie vol is, doet gewoon een plas
en nou niet verder zeuren.
En morgenochtend merken we wel
wat er nog over is van het stel.

Omdat ik van je houd, mijn schat,
heb ik dikwijls kou gevat
met zinloos wachten voor je huis
al was je helemaal niet thuis.

Toch kan ik wel gelukkig zijn,
toch is het soms wel even fijn,
als ik je maar kan zien, mijn schat,
al ben ik nog zo zat.

Komt vrienden, vult de glazen goed
en laten we eens klinken.
Want als de mens toch sterven moet,
kan hij het best verdrinken.
Komt vrienden, vult de glazen goed
en laten we eens klinken.
Ladelalalala, ladelalalala.

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Op maandag 30 december 2002 01:36 schreef scanman01 het volgende:
Hoe ik me nu voel is goed uit te drukken met dit nummer:

So close no matter how far.... Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are...And nothing else matters
Never opened myself this way...Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say...And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you...Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view...And nothing else matters
Never cared for what they do...Never cared for what they know...But I know

So close no matter how far...Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are....And nothing else matters
Never cared for what they do....Never cared for what they know....But I know

Never opened myself this way....Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say....and nothing else matters
Trust I seek and I find in you...Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view....And nothing else matters
Never cared for what they say...Never cared for games they play
Never cared for what they do...Never cared for what they know
And I know

So close no matter how far...Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are...No nothing else matters

* Fuck the world * !

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Alleen de dikgedrukte (maar de hele tekst voor de duidelijkheid) stukjes dan:

These ideas are, nightmares to white parents
whose worst fear is a child with dyed hair and who likes earrings
Like whatever they say has no bearing
It's so scary in a house that allows, no swearing
to see him walkin around with his headphones blaring
Alone in his own zone, cold and he don't care
He's a problem child, and what bothers him all comes out
when he talks about, his fuckin dad walkin out
Cause he just hates him so bad that he, blocks him out
If he ever saw him again he'd probably knock him out
His thoughts are whacked, he's mad so he's talkin back
Talkin black, brainwashed from rock and rap
He sags his pants; doo rags and a stockin cap
His step-father hit him so he, socked him back
and broke his nose, his house is a broken home
There's no control, he just let's his emotions go

[Chorus: Eminem]
C'mon! Sing with me (Sing!)
Sing for the year (Sing it)
Sing for the laughter, sing for the tear (C'mon!)
Sing it with me, Just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away...

[Eminem]
Entertainment is changin, intertwinin with gangsters
In the land of the killers a sinner's mind is a sanctum
Holy or unnholy, only have one homie
Only this gun - lonely cause don't anyone know me
Yet everybody just feels like they can relate
I guess words are a motherfucker, they can be great
or they can degrate; or even worse, they can teach hate
It's like these kids hang on every single statement we make
like they worship us, plus all the stores ship us platinum
Now how the fuck did this metamorphosis happen?
From standin on corners and porches just rappin
to havin a fortune, no more kissin ass
But then these critics crucify you, journalists try to burn you
Fans turn on you, attorneys all want a turn at you
to get they hands on every dime you have
They want you to lose your mind every time you mad
So they can try to make you out to look like a loose cannon
Any dispute won't hesitate to produce handguns
That's why these prosecutors wanna convict me
Strictly just to get me off of these streets quickly
But all they kids be listenin to me religiously
So I'm signin CD's while police fingerprint me
They're for the judge's daughter but his grudge is against me
If I'm such a fuckin menace this shit doesn't make sense B!
It's all political, if my music is literal
and I'm a criminal how the FUCK can I raise a little girl?
I couldn't; I wouldn't be fit to
You're full of shit too Guerrera - that was a FIST that hit you!

[Chorus]

[Eminem]
They say music can alter moods and talk to you
Well can it load a gun up for you and cock it too?
Well if it can, and the next time you assault a dude
Just tell the judge it was my fault, and I'll get sued
See what these kids do is hear about us totin pistols
and they want to get one cause, they think the shit's cool
Not knowin we really just protectin ourselves
We entertainers, of course the shit's affectin our sales
You ignoramus, but music is reflection of self
We just explain it, and then we get our checks in the mail
It's fucked up ain't it? How we can come from practically nothin
to bein able to have any fuckin thing that we wanted
That's why we, sing for these kids who don't have a thing
except for a dream and a fuckin rap magazine
Who post pin-up pictures on they walls all day long
Idolize they favorite rappers and know all they songs
Or for anyone who's ever been through shit in they lives
'Til they sit and they cry at night wishin they'd die
'Til they throw on a rap record and they sit and they vibe
We're nothin to you - but we're the fuckin shit in they eyes
That's why we, seize the moment try to freeze it and own it
Squeeze it and hold it, cause we consider these minutes golden
And maybe they'll admit it when we're gone, just let our spirits live on
through our lyrics that you hear in our songs and we can...

[Chorus] - repeat 2X

De tekst van dit lied, bezorgt me gewoon kippevel, zo true!
Word @ het hele nummer!!!

Friends we've been for so long
Now true colors are showing
Makes me wanna cry oh yes it does
Cuz I had to say goodbye

By now I should know
That in time things would change
So it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

How can I adjust
To the way that things are going
It's killing me slowly
Oh I just want it to be how it used to be

Cuz I wish that I could stay
But in time things must change
So it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

You cannot hide the way you feel inside I realize
Your actions speak much louder than words
So tell me why oh

By now I should know that
That in time things would change
So it shouldn't be it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

By now I should know
That in time things must change
So it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

By now by now I should know
That in time things must grow
And I had to leave you behind
So why do I feel so sad
If it couldn't be that bad
Tell me why

By now I should know
That in time things would change
So it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

tjah wat kan ik er verder nog over zeggen

[Dit bericht is gewijzigd door dikkiedik87 op 28-01-2003 07:13]

Celine Dion
Title: I Want You To Need Me
Album: All The Way...A Decade Of Song

* I wanna be the face you see when you close your eyes
I wanna be the touch you need every single night
I wanna be your fantasy
And be your reality and everything between

** I want you to need me like the air you breathe
I want you to feel me in everything
I want you to see me in your every dream
The way that I taste you, feel you, breathe you, need you
I want you to need me (need me) like I need you

I wanna be the eyes that look deep into your soul
I wanna be the world to you I just want it all
I wanna be your deepest kiss
The answer to your every wish and all you ever need

[Repeat **]

'Cause I need you more than you could know
And I need you to never, never let me go
And I need to be deep inside your heart
I just want to be everywhere you are

[Repeat *]

I want you to need me like the air you breathe
I want you to feel me in everything
I want you to see me in your every dream
The way that I taste you, feel you, breathe you, need you

[Repeat **]

(Need me) like I need you
(Need me) like I need you

Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I could feel I could feel you near me, even when you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go ahead and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

quote:

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Op donderdag 30 januari 2003 11:29 schreef linsjuh het volgende:

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I haven't slept at all in days
it's been so long since we have talked
and i have been here many times
i just don't know what i'm doing wrong

What can i do to make you love me
what can i do to make you care
what can i say to make you feel this
what can i do to get you there

There's only so much i can take
and i just got to let it go
and who knows i might feel better
if i don't try and i don't hope

Chorus :
No more waiting, no more aching
no more fighting, no more trying

Maybe there's nothing more to say
and in a funny way i'm calm
because the power is not mine
i'm just going to let it fly

[Chorus]

Love me

^{Het door gestreepte, zou ik nog niet zo willen zien. Zou ik persoonlijk ook anders omschrijven.}

Op de een of andere manier vind ik mezelf ontzettend terug in de songtekst van dit nummer. Ik heb een vriendin die mij op de een of andere manier helemaal anders maakt en heeft gemaakt dan wie ik was op dat moment. Ik weet dat dit nog heel lang stand zal houden maar ze heeft zon vriendinnenclubje die mij dus kennen van vroeger en hoe ik toen was, dus vooroordelen over wie ik ben, dus ik wil eerlijk gezegd uit haar wereld blijven omdat die vriendinnen toch niet begrijpen wie ik nu ben... terwijl ik wel graag zou willen dat ze het wisten en boven alles dat zei weet hoe ik echt was/ben. beetje vaag of raar mischien allemaal, maar mischien kan je jezelf er ook wel in vinden.

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

(break and solo)

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

You tell me you're in love with me
That you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
It's not that I don't want to stay
But everytime you come to close I move away
I wanna believe in everything that you say
Because it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move it slow
There's things about me you just have to know

Sometimes I run Sometimes I hide
sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
baby all I need is time

Hope that you will wait for me
You see that, you're the only one for me
I wanna believe in everything that you say
Cause it sounds so good
but if you really want me, move it slow
There's things about me, you just have to know

Sometimes I run (Sometimes) Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
All I really want is to hold you tight
treat you right, be with you day and night
Baby, all I need is time

Just hang around and you'll see
There's nowhere i'd rather be
If you love me, trust in me
The way that I trust in you

Sometimes I run (Sometimes) Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
Sometimes I run Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight treat you right,
be with you day and night
All I really want is to hold you tight Treat you right,
be with you day and night
baby, all I need is time

_{Ongeveer.....}

When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,
when you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on.
Don't let yourself go, everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes.

Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it's time to sing along.
When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on)
if you feel like letting go, (hold on)
when you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on.

Everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends.
Everybody hurts. Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand.
If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone

If you're on your own in this life, the days and nights are long,
when you think you've had too much of this life to hang on.

Well, everybody hurts sometimes,
everybody cries. And everybody hurts sometimes.
And everybody hurts sometimes. So, hold on, hold on.
Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. (repeat & fade)
(Everybody hurts. You are not alone.)

.. en erg tegenstrijdig ook nog;

Suicidel Tendencies "You Can't Bring Me Down"

What the hell's going on around here?
First off-let's take it from the start
Straight out-can't change what's in my heart
No one-can tear my beliefs apart, you can't bring me
You aint-never seen no one like me
Prevail-regardless what the cost might be
Power-flows inside of me, you can't bring me
Never-fall as long as I try
Refuse-to be part of your lie
Even-if it means I die, you can't bring me

You can't bring me down!
Who the hell you calling crazy?
You wouldn't know what crazy was if Charles Manson
...was eating Fruit Loops on your front porch

Time out-let's get something clear
I speak-more truth than you want to hear
Scapegoat-to cover up your fear, you can't bring me
You aint-never seen so much might
Fight for-what I know is right
What up-you got yourself a fight, you can't bring me
Stand up-we'll all sing along
Together-aint nothin' as strong
Won't quit-we aint in the wrong, you can't bring me

You can't bring me down!

Bring me down - you can't bring me down!
Bring me down - you can't bring me down, no!
Bring me down - you can't bring me down!
Bring me down - you can't bring me down, you can't bring me
down!

Tell them what's up rock!
You can't bring me down!

Bring me down - you can't bring me down!
Bring me down - you can't bring me down, no!
Bring me down - you can't bring me down!
Bring me down - you can't bring me down, you can't bring me
down!

So why you trying to bring me
So why you trying to bring
Well you can't bring me down

Just cause you don't understand what's going on
...don't mean it don't make no sense
And just cause you don't like it,...don't mean it aint no good

And let me tell you something

Before you go taking a walk in my world,
...you better take a look at the real world
Cause this aint no Mr. Rogers Neighborhood
Can you say "feel like shit?"
Yea maybe sometimes I do feel like shit
I aint happy about it, but I'd rather feel like shit
...than be full of shit!
And if I offended you, Oh I'm sorry
But, maybe you needed to be offended
But here's my apology and one more thing...Fuck you!
Cause you can't bring me down

Bring me down - you can't bring me down!
Bring me down - you can't bring me down, no!
Bring me down - you can't bring me down!
Bring me down - you can't bring me down, you can't bring me
down!

You can't bring me down!

Suicidal!!!

I wish I had the inspiration
to write a song about my life
to sing the things I like to tell you
to write them down and shout them out

but I don't know why I'd tell you
all the things I keep inside
it just weakens my emotions
and it takes away my pride

In my pocket there's no money
just like the feelings I don't have
I miss the love I don't want near me
instead of that I'll just pretend

but I do care for my surroundings
don't get me wrong I'm not like that
(it's)just(that)in my heart I feel so empty
that I don't know where I'm at

Do you get my point of view
do you see what I'm telling
is it new or did you know all along
and do you think that it's not worth it
or are you sure that it is real
it don't matter,'cause I don't know myself

I try so hard to get to know me
but I just can't figure out
Why on earth nobody shows me
a place to go when I get dowand don't you see that I'm hurting
that I have a troubled mind
if you don't listen then I hate you
and I hate you when you're kind

Send someone to love me, I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm, in pouring rain.

Three important rules for breaking up
Don't put off breaking up when you know you want to
Prolonging the situation only makes it worse
Tell him honestly, simply, kindly, but firmly
Don't make a big production
Don't make up an elaborate story
This will help you avoid a big tear jerking scene
If you wanna date other people say so
Be prepared for the boy to feel hurt and rejected
Even if you've gone together for only a short time,
And haven't been too serious,
There's still a feeling of rejection
When someone says she preferres the company of others
To your exclusive company,
But if you're honest, and direct,
And avoid making a flowery emotional speech when you brake the news,
The boy will respect you for your frankness,
And honestly he'll apeciate the kind of straight foward manner
In which you told him your decision
Unless he's a real jerk or a cry baby you will remain friends

I'm head of the class
I'm popular
I'm a quarter back
I'm popular
My mom says I'm a catch
I'm popular
I'm never last picked
I got a cheerleader chick

Being attractive is the most important thing there is
If you wanna catch the biggest fish in your pond
You have to be as attractive as possible
Make sure to keep your hair spotless and clean
Wash it at least every two weeks
Once every two weeks
And if you see Jonny football hero in the hall
Tell him he played a great game
Tell him you like his article in the newspaper

I'm the party star
I'm popular
I've got my own car
I'm popular
I'll never get caught
I'm popular
I make football bets
I'm a teachers pet.

I purpose we support a one month limit on going steady
I think It will keep you both more able to deal with weird situation
And get to know more people
I think if you're ready to go out with Jonny
Now's the time to tell him about your one month limit
He wont mind he'll apreciate your fresh look on dating
And once you've dated someone else you can date him again
I'm sure he'll like did
Everyone will appreciate it
You so novel what a good idea
You can keep you time to your self
You don't need date insurance
You can go out with whoever you want to
Every boy, every boy, in the whole world could be yours
If you'll just listen to my plan
THE TEENAGE GUIDE TO POPULARITY

We suffer everyday, what is it for
These crimes of illusion, are fooling us all
And now I am weary and I feel like I do

It's only you, who can tell me apart
And it's only you, who can turn my wooden heart

The size of our fight, it's just a dream
We've crushed everything I can see, in this morning selfishly
How we've failed and I feel like I do

It's only you, who can tell me apart
And it's only you, who can turn my wooden heart

Now that we've chosen to take all we can
This shade of autumn, a stale bitter end
Years of frustration lay down side by side

And it's only you, who can tell me apart
And it's only you, who can turn my wooden heart

It's only you, who can tell me apart
And it's only you, who can turn my wooden heart

[Dit bericht is gewijzigd door dark.night op 02-02-2003 22:43]

Just one of them days
That a man goes through
When I'm angry inside
Don't want to take it out on you
Just one of them days
Don't take it personal
I just wanna be all alone
And you think I treat you wrong

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone and the puzzle undone
That's the way it is

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words won't bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words won't bring you down
Don't you bring me down today...

No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what they say
(no matter what they say)
When the sun is shining through
Then the clouds won't stay

And everywhere we go
(everywhere we go)
The sun won't always shine
(sun won't always shine)
But tomorrow will find a way
All the other times

We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down
We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words can't bring us down
Don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today

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I can't seem to fight these feelings
I'm caught in the middle of this
My wounds are not healing
I'm stuck in between my parents
I iwhs I had someone to talk to
Someone to confide in
I just want to know the truth
I just want to know the truth
Broken home
All alone
I know my father loves me
But does my father even care
If I'm sad or I'm angry
You were never ever there
When I needed you
I hope you regret what you did
I think I know the truth
Your father did the same to you
I'm crying day and night now
What is wrong with me
I cannot fight now
I feel like a weak link
Push it back inside
It feels bad to be alone
Crying by yourself, living in a broken home
How could I tell it so y'all could feel it
Depression strikes me hard like my old earth would tell it
To me, her son, she told me I'm the one
Pain bottled up about to blow like a gun
Stories that I tell are nonfiction
And you can't take it back casue it's already done
Broken home

I don't want you to give it all up
and leave your own life collecting dust
and I don't want you to feel sorry for me
you never gave us a chance to be

And I don't need you to be by my side
and tell me that everythings all right
I just wanted you to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you

So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?

I did enough to show you that I was willing to give and sacrafice
and I was the one who was lifting you up
when you thought your life had had enough
when I get close you turn away, nothing that I can do or say
so now I need you to tell me the truth
you know I would do that for you

So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?

Is it me? Is it you?
Nothing that
I can do
To make you change your mind

Is it me? Is it you?
Nothing that
I can do
Is it a waste of time?

Is it me? Is it you?
Nothing that
I can do
to make you change your mind

So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
(What is it I have to say?)
So why are you running away?
(To make you admit you're afraid)
Why are you running away?

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Memories come down and me once again
caught without an umbrella
memories come down and me once again
caught without an umbrella

Well it was not -that he was particularly
suicidal he just didn't care wether he lived or died though
it was just a matter of time
you got yours and I got mine
when he turned sixteen
they said he could drive
when he turned eighteen they said he could die
when he turned twenty one he could buy rum
but no one ever taught him
how things were done
then an angel appeared inside his head
she said boy do you think
you're realty better off dead
he don't know he just shook his heed

(chorus)
'Cause he thought the day that he died
would be a normal day for the people on the other side
He thought that the day that he died
would be a normal day for the people on the other side
but memories come down and me once again
caught without an umbrella

But time was a matter of velocity
in this age of information and technology
he would cry in the shower
put his face in a towel hot from the dryer
then he sat down and wrote a note to his mom
when all is said and done
can I still be your son
because manhood is so elusive
and respect is so exclusive
and I got a daddy to prove it
I think I'll never get to shake it and move
then he tied a rope around his neck
looked in the mirror and said what the heck
I'm gonna bring the whole roof down with me
and then he jumped

(chorus)

"Come in Vernon'

But halt way down
he heard what the angel said
and he realized -he really didn't want to be dead
he landed with a thump- his head was reeling
layin in a lump- looked up at the ceiling
and saw that the rope... had broke
well he failed at the only thing
that he thought he couldn't fail at
that was takin' his own life
and he said" I kinda like livin'
he could feel his heart makin a boom
sounded like music in the next room
music in the next room
he said "it's time for a celebration"
felt his hands looked at his face
lifted the rope off his throat, "I ain't such a disgrace."
he said manhood is so elusive and respect is so exclusive
and I gotta daddy to prove, that some people never get to
shake it and move.

(chorus)

And He knew that the day that he tried
was not a normal day for the people

And memories come down and me once again
am caught without an umbrella

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who said that I wasn't right?
I've lived for years without a life
don't have a soul on my side
still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried
don't take me under your wing
I don't need a hand, don't need anything
I've got a roof over my head
as if I'd rather be alone with me instead

close yet far
drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
and I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me
and I never never never ever wanted this to be

I can hear the sounds of the city
sunrise and set are the same to me
a hesitating pulse is good company
and my reflection offers no apology
but who said that I wasn't right?
and I've lived for years without a life
don't have a soul on my side
still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried

close yet far
drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
and I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me
and I never never never ever wanted this to be

close yet far
drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
and I'll think of the days when there was something to believe
and I never never never ever wanted this to be

Godverdomme, de vrouw die mij vanavond heeft thuisgebracht en is weggereden naar de campus heeft mijn hart weer goed gedaan, wat ik ben ik verliefd *:... melancholie, het zal van korte duur zijn aangezien mijn vrienden haar kennen en het nooit goed zal kunnen aflopen. Maak een eind aan mij, alsjeblieft/alstublieft... Ik mis liefde.... En de tranen stromen rijkelijk om de nare ervaringen vanaf afgelopen juli, de trein was het niet waard, net als de psycholoog... Sorry dat ik jullie er mee lastig val...