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apengek	woensdag 6 november 2002 @ 22:16
	You dont know what it's like to feel like you're all alone, that there's no one that understands you, no one to support you. I believe nobody likes me, nobody cares about me. Thinking of that makes me sick, and I ask myself the question "Why do I even exist?" I start thinking my whole life over. Thinking about the good things in my life, but also about the bad things, and I start wondering whether or not I should live on like this. I even start crying when I realise that all the good things have left my life. Only because I wish those were still here. But I cant change anything about it, and because of that, I go slightly mad. But the madness solves nothing, and that makes me cry. There's no one around to help. I feel more alone than ever. My thoughts daze, and I try not to think of anything. I have these moments often. After those I'm just depressed, and that depression can stay for hours, even weeks. I have to cheer myself up, so I wont think of my problems. The question just is how to get there... dit heb ik dus opgeschreven toen het even helemaal niet goed ging... vraag me niet waarom ik het in het engels heb gedaan... edit: foutjes [Dit bericht is gewijzigd door apengek op 06-11-2002 22:56]
Phate	woensdag 6 november 2002 @ 22:18
	Unanswered Love ------------------------------------------------------- You're up so high. So close, and yet so unreachable. Whenever you're near I change. Whenever you're gone I think of you. I try not to go mad of love. So I try to get away from you. But the further I get away, the closer you get. My love is unconditional and (for)everlasting, still you choose to be with him. I try not to think of you, but by trying I think of you more. This unanswered love is unbareable. When I'm sad, you make me happy. But when I'm happy you make me sad, by not loving me. I don't know what to do, I'm out of options. My head says "be patient", My heart says "go for it". But I don't have patience, and going for it now is useless. You say "I love you" to me, but the meaning of those words is none. Probably not on purpose you play with my feelings, and still, I accept. same hier...
jdmorpheus	woensdag 6 november 2002 @ 22:19
	jees... wat mooi man. echt. meen ik. kunnen jullie geen gitaar spelen ofzo? hier kun je beroemd mee worden man. wow. omg, als ik dit twee weken geleden had gelezen had ik zitten janken, eerlijk waar, wat kunnen jullie mooi gevoelens uitdrukken. ik kan me er ECHT in vinden man. prachtig!
apengek	woensdag 6 november 2002 @ 22:23
	quote: Op woensdag 6 november 2002 22:19 schreef jdmorpheus het volgende: jees... wat mooi man. echt. meen ik. kunnen jullie geen gitaar spelen ofzo? hier kun je beroemd mee worden man. wow. omg, als ik dit twee weken geleden had gelezen had ik zitten janken, eerlijk waar, wat kunnen jullie mooi gevoelens uitdrukken. ik kan me er ECHT in vinden man. prachtig! thnx... dit kwam er zomaar uit... quote: [b]Op woensdag 6 november 2002 22:18 schreef Phate het volgende: heel verhaal sterkte man...
Phate	woensdag 6 november 2002 @ 22:24
	Op woensdag 6 november 2002 22:16 schreef apengek het volgende: [...] Ik snap je verhaal precies, maar het is meer een letterlijke vertaling vanuit het Nederlands dan dat je het Engels kan noemen... * Phate vraagt zich af of je het toch nie beter in het nederlands kan doen... [edit] quote: You dont know what it's like to feel like you're all alone, that there's no one that understands you, no one to support you. I believe nobody likes me, nobody cares about me. Thinking of that makes me sick, and I ask myself the question "Why do I even exist?" I start thinking my whole life over. Thinking about the good things in my life, but also about the bad things, and I start wondering whether or not I should live on like this. I even start crying when I realise that all the good things have left my life. Only because I wish those were still here. But I cant change anything about it, and because of that, I go slightly mad. But the madness solves nothing, and that makes me cry. There's no one around to help. I feel more alone than ever. My thoughts daze, and I try not to think of anything. I have these moments often. After those I'm just depressed, and that depression can stay for hours, even weeks. I have to cheer myself up, so I wont think of my problems. The question just is how to get there... zo is het stukken beter [/edit] [Dit bericht is gewijzigd door Phate op 07-11-2002 00:36]
apengek	woensdag 6 november 2002 @ 22:55
	sorry het spijt me... tis nogal een chaos in mn hoofd enzo... zal et veranderen
Phate	donderdag 7 november 2002 @ 00:34
	quote: Op woensdag 6 november 2002 22:55 schreef apengek het volgende: [...] oké... geeftnie... ik heb et ook wel es sterkte iig...
apengek	donderdag 7 november 2002 @ 16:07
	bedankt...