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Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer to where I started
chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely Incomplete
I'll take your invitation
you take all of me

now i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and I'm not quite sure where to go
and I don't know what I'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you
There is nothing else to lose
There is nothing else to find
There is nothing in the world
that could change my mind
There is nothing else...

desperate for changing
starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
I'm chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
and I don't know what I'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you...

Is it wise enough to say
That I'm better off without you
Is it cool enough to fake
'cause all that I've been breathing is about you

Is it wise enough to flow (flowing down)
From the head until my toes
But somehow I dont really know
All that I've been doing is without you

Is it you inside my head
Is it you inside who says
That I've become, someone else

And on and on my mind keeps saying
This is not what I believe in
This is where it ends
And on and on my mind's made up
And that is why it never stops

Alone again
Alone again

Is it you inside my head
Is it you inside who says
That I've become, someone else

I didn't know that you're buzzing right through inside my head
I didn't know that you're coming right through inside my head
I didn't know that you're buzzing right through, no I
I didn't know that you're coming right through, no
I didn't know
I didn't know
I didn't know

Tell me
Is it you inside my head
Is it you inside who says
Is it you inside my head

At Home Drawing Pictures Of Mountain Tops With Him On Top
Lemon Yellow Sun Arms Raised In A V
And The Dead Lay In Pools Of Maroon Below

Daddy Didn't Give Attention Oh To The Fact That Mommy Didn't Care
King Jeremy The Wicked Oh Ruled His World
Jeremy Spoke In Class Today

Clearly How I Remember Picking On The Boy
Seemed A Harmless Little Fuck Ooh But We Unleashed A Lion
Gnashed His Teeth And Bit The Recess Lady's Breast
How Could I Forget And He Hit Me With A Surprise Left
My Jaw Left Hurting Ooh Dropped Wide Open
Just Like The Day Oh Like The Day I Heard

Daddy Didn't Give Affection No And The Boy Was Something Mommy Wouldn't Wear
King Jeremy The Wicked Oh Ruled His World
Jeremy Spoke In Class Today

Who

Try To Forget This Try To Forget This
Try To Erase This Try To Erase This
From The Blackboard

Jeremy Spoke In Class Today
Jeremy Spoke In Spoke In
Jeremy Spoke In Class Today

Who

Woohh Spoke In Spoke In Spoke In Spoke In

Yesterday all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh I believe in yesterday

Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be
There's a shadow hanging over me
Oh yesterday came suddenly

Why she had to go I don't know
She wouldn't say
I said something wrong now I long for yesterday

Yesterday all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh I believe in yesterday

Why she had to go I don't know
She wouldn't say
I said something wrong now I long for yesterday

Yesterday love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh I believe in yesterday

Won't you like to look through
my telescope
The Milky Way's a fine sight to see

All around our universe
We try so hard to view
What's new
Make a trip down to Sagittarius
And take a spin by some nebula
I hope the sky stays clear for us
Tonight goes on so far
in stars

Saved by a bell
Suffer in Hell
But you were to blind to tell
Saved by a bell
Suffer in Hell
And you made it through so well

Shining like bright diamonds the galaxies
Jupiter and Saturn spin by
Passing by companions
They all go drifting by they fly
Carry me down to see Aquarius
We're hoping to meet a shooting star
I can see there's gonna be
A message from afar
How close we are

Oh no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
When you feel it in your body
You found somebody who
Makes you change your ways
Like hanging wit' your crew
Said you act like you ready
But you don't really know
And everything in your past
You wanna let it go

I been there, done it, humped around (ha)
After all that, this is what I found
Nobody wants to be alone
If you're touched by the words in this song
Then maybe

You got it, you got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
(Ooh) You got it, you got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when
You stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
'Cos all you think about
You got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' 'bout somebody else
You got it bad

When you say that you love 'em
And you really know everything
That used to matter don't matter no more
Like my money all my cars
You can have it all and
Flowers, cards and candy I do it just 'cos
I said I'm fortunate to have you girl
I want you to know I really adore you

All my people that know what's going on
Look at your mate help me sing my song
Tell her I'm your man
You're my girl
I'm gonna tell it to the whole wide world
Ladies, say I'm your girl
You're my man
Promise to love you the best I can

See I've been there, done it, humped around
After all that, this is what I found
Every one of y'all are just like me
It's too bad that you can't see
That you got it bad

You got it, you got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
(Ooh) You got it, you got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when
You stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
'Cos all you think about
You got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' 'bout somebody else
You got it bad

You got it, you got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
(Ooh) You got it, you got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when
You stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
'Cos all you think about
You got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' 'bout somebody else
You got it bad

Many's the time I've been thinking about changing my ways
But when it gets right down to it it's the same drunken haze
I'm serving a sentence to write life's sentences
It's only when I'm out of it I make sense of this
Just for the record I'm gonna put it down
Just for the record I'm gonna change my life around

Just a revolutionary with a pseudonym
Just a bar room dancer on my final fling
Just another writer paying off my dues
Just finding inspiration well that's my excuse

Just for the record I'm gonna put it down
Just for the record I'm gonna change my life around

Just another empty gesture with an empty glass
Just another comic actor behind a tragic mask
But I've got no discipline got no self control
Just a little less painful here when my back's against the wall

It's too late, I found, it's too far, I'm in two minds
Both of them are out of it at the bar
When you say I got a problem that's a certainty
But I can put it all right down to eccentricity
It's just for the record it's just a passing phase

Just for the record I can stop any day

I woke up this morning with a bad hangover
And my penis was missing again
This happens all the time, it's detachable

This comes in handy a lot of the time (detachable penis)
I can leave it home when I think it's gonna get me in trouble (detachable penis)
Or I can rent it out when I don't need it (detachable penis)

But now and then, I go to a party, get drunk
And the next morning I can't for the life of me (detachable penis)
Remember what I did with it

First, I looked around my apartment, and I couldn't find it (detachable penis)
So I called up the place where the party was
They hadn't seen it either

I asked them to check the medicine cabinet (detachable penis)
'Cause for some reason, I leave it there sometimes
But not this time (detachable penis)

So I told them if it pops up to let me know
I called a few people who were at the party
But they were no help either (detachable penis)
I was starting to get desperate (detachable penis)

I really don't like being without my penis for too long (detachable penis)
It makes me feel like less of a man
And I really hate having to sit down every time I take a leak (detachable penis)

After a few hours of searching the house (detachable penis)
And calling everyone I could think of
I was starting to get very depressed (detachable penis)
So I went to the Kiev, and ate breakfast (detachable penis)

Then, as I walked down Second Avenue towards St. Mark's Place (detachable penis)
Where all those people sell used books and other junk on the street (detachable penis)
I saw my penis lying on a blanket, next to a broken toaster oven

Some guy was selling it (detachable penis)
I had to buy it off him
He wanted 22 bucks, but I talked him down to 17 (detachable penis)

I took it home, washed it off (detachable penis)
And put it back on (detachable penis)
I was happy again, complete (detachable penis)

People sometimes tell me I should get it permanently attached (detachable penis)
But I don't know (detachable penis)
Even though sometimes it's a pain in the ass
I like having a detachable penis (detachable penis)

Detachable penis
Detachable penis
Detachable penis (detachable penis)
Detachable penis (detachable penis, penis)
Detachable penis (detachable penis, penis)
Detachable penis (detachable penis, penis)
Detachable (detachable, detachable)

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

(tekst: P. van Asten & T. Manders Jr, muziek: P. van Asten & R. de Bois)

vriendje mag ik even met je praten
want het verward me wat er met ons twee gebeurt
heb jij dat ook, gevoel van angst
dat je bekruipt als je alleen bent
want het is alsof de dagen zonder jou
zo hol en bijna leeg zijn
heb jij dat ook, gevoel van onrust
dat het niet voor altijd door kan blijven gaan
zal die twijfel voor ons blijven bestaan

samen zijn
is samen lachen, samen huilen
leven door dicht bij elkaar te zijn
samen zijn
is sterker dan de sterkste storm
gekleurder dan 't grauwe om je heen
want samen zijn, ja samen zijn
dat wil toch iedereen

m'n vriendje mag ik even aan je hangen
je wamte voelen, ook al is het maar heel kort
heb jij dat ook, gevoel van rust
dat je bekruipt als je me aankijkt
want het is alsof de nachten samen
zoveel meeren echt gemeend zijn
heb jij dat ook? Gevoel van tijdloos
dat het wel voor altijd door kan bljiven gaan
door die gevoelens blijf ik naast je staan

samen zijn
is samen lachen, samen huilen
leven door dicht bij elkaar te zijn
samen zijn
is sterker dan de sterkste storm
gekleurder dan 't grauwe om je heen
want samen zijn, ja samen zijn
dat wil toch iedereen 3 x

pam-pam-pam-pam

verwoordt het volmaakt.

Kermit: "Hello?... Just a second... It's for you..."

Mahna Mahna!

Wallace: "The question is, what is a Mahna Mahna?"
Statler: "The question is, who cares?

^{deze of deze}

This years love had better last
Heaven knows it's high time
And I've been waiting on my own too long
But when you hold me like you do
It feels so right
I start to forget
How my heart gets torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Feeling like you can't go on

Turning circles when time again
It cuts like a knife oh yeah
If you love me got to know for sure
Cos it takes something more this time
Than sweet sweet lies
Before I open up my arms and fall
Losing all control
Every dream inside my soul
And when you kiss me
On that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singing ain't this life so sweet

This years love had better last
This years love had better last

So whose to worry
If our hearts get torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Don't you know this life goes on
And won't you kiss me
On that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singing ain't this life so sweet

This years love had better last
This years love had better last
This years love had better last
This years love had better last

Oh, I just can't help believin'
When she slips her hand in my hand
And it feels so small and helpless
As my fingers fold around it like a glove

I just can't help believin'
When she's whispering her magic
And her tears are shining honey sweet with love
This time the girl is gonna stay
This time the girl is gonna stay
For more than just a day
For more than just a day

Ya make a guy feel humble
I make a fool of myself again
Ya make me trip and stumble
Just go dance by yourself again
I'll just watch
'Cause that's all I wanna do
But remember
That I'm here with your drink
At my table for two

And you're kinda kute baby - kinda kute baby
See you dance in your satin suit baby
When you move gotta sit right down
No competition with
This kinda kutie around

I see ya pass by my window
Have to run down the stairs again
I fix my hair around a corner
Catch you unawares again
And you laugh
And you move that way again
Just like last night - oh yea that's right
I'm the guy with the big feet
But plenty of nerve

You know I'd fight for you
But how can I fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you
I don't care if that's not fair

Cause I want it all or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all..

There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it, show it
And then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right I know it, know it

Don't make me promises
Baby you never did know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you
It's time to show and tell

Cause I want it all or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing...

Cause you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No room inside for me in your life

Cause I want it all or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall it's now or never

Is it all or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all..

Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all..

Anathema - Panic
Words: The Mile High Unicyclist. Music: D.Cavanagh/J.Douglas

You know you ain't going nowhere ~ you're stuck inside while the mind is flying ~ you said you'd help me in the morning ~ twisting on pins into my eyes ~ and driving on the ceiling below you ~ facin' up the walls with your crooked hands ~ while you're miles away...

I don't think at all end up like this ~ there's spiders on the wall and they stink of piss ~ dead heads lying in the corner ~ staring at me making me feel bad ~I put my hands up to my eyes ~ but the holes in my palms let me find a way ~ to corner you...

I can't feel my chest because it ain't much ~ sucking through my skin into my brain ~ oxygen pushing on the window ~ cracks in the glass let it slip away ~ I start to cry and I keep on laughing ~ I close my eyes at what's left inside ~ and then I ran away...

For all the time this land ~ for all the time in my hand ~ circle around in depth ~ found calmness fall once again...

Razor blades floating in the warm bath ~ air bubbles in your veins turning my hands black ~ whispers coming from the next room ~ window cleaner keep on spying ~ I put my hands up to my eyes ~ but the holes in my palms let me find a way ~ to corner me...

Twelve ton hammer for my breakfast ~ slipping off the edge in catatonic blood ~ multiple decibel inscriptions ~ trying all they can in miles an hour ~ all face grey and looming downwards ~ sniffing all the time for an ounce of silence ~ screaming all the way...

Numbers counting down inside me ~ solar system thoughts circle round my head ~ false teeth hanging from the ceiling ~ feet looking at the gums of the 2nd son ~ I eat my hands 'cos my legs are crying ~ you broke my neck 'cause I snapped my spine ~I wish you would die away...

For all the time this land ~ for all the time in my hand ~ circle around in depth ~ found calmness fall once again...

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day
without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my
thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And it hurts to want everything and
nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Paul Simon.

That there
That's not me
I go
Where I please
I walk through walls
I float down the Liffey
I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here

In a little while
I'll be gone
The moment's already passed
Yeah it's gone
And I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here

Strobe lights and blown speakers
Fireworks and hurricanes
I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here

---------------------------------------------------

So one by one, they turn from me
I guess my friends can't face the cold
But why I froze,
Not one among them knows
And never can be told

shattered dreams worthless years
here am i encased inside a hollow shell
life began then was done
now i stare into a cold and empty well
the many sounds that meet our ears the sights our eyes behold
will open up our melting hearts and feed our empty souls

i believe when i fall in love with you
it will be forever
i believe when i fall in love this time
it will be forever

without despair we will care
and the joys of caring will not be replaced
what has been must never end
and with the strength we have wont be erased
when the truths of love are planted firm they wont be hard to find
and the words of love i speak to you will echo in my mind

i believe when i fall in love with you
it will be forever
i believe when i fall in love this time
it will be forever

i believe when i fall in love with you
it will be forever
i believe when i fall in love this time
it will be forever

im so glad that i found someone to believe in again
im so glad that i found someone to believe in again

god answered my prayers
god answered my prayers
god answered my prayers
god answered my prayers

god always will answer your prayers
god always will answer your prayers

believe in god he will answer your prayers
thank you god

c'mon lets fall in love
youre the woman i been dreamin of
c'mon lets fall in love
youre the girl that i really adore

dont you wanna dont you wanna dont you wanna
fall in love
dont you wanna dont you wanna dont you wanna
fall in love