Hoe Voel Je Je Nu Uitgedruk In (song) Teksten (deel 44)

"Ik leef graag, en wat is eenzaam?
Ik heb genoeg vrienden die altijd voor me gereed staan.
En weten wat ik meemaak
Maar niet één raadt wat er door mij heen gaat, wat (...)
Dus ik hoor hun problemen beleefd aan
Maar ben het type niet dat over zijn eigen probleem praat (Nee)
Niet dat ik met de verkeerde mensen in zee ga,
Maar back the fuck up, mijn zorgen gaan je geen reet aan!
Of is het trots van 'Die shit kan ik alleen aan' of dat ik me alleen schaam?
En weiger te begrijpen dat van tijd tot tijd iedereen faalt.
Ik heb geen idee, maar het wordt steeds minder leefbaar.
Omdat het steeds knaag, ik weet me geen raad.
Het vreet aan me, tot ik helemaal van streek raak.
Toch heb ik geen reden tot klagen. Of ik dat weet? Ja
Dat is juist hetgeen wat het nog twee keer zo vreemd maakt."


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"Ik voel me soms wel als een oude man.
Gesloten voor emoties, ik word niet warm of koud ervan.
En als iedereen rouwt of jankt, en ik blijf rustig koel
Met een bedrukte smoel, dan zie je mijn schuldgevoel
Want het is niet kut bedoeld: Ik vind het doodeng dat ik alleen kan huilen als ik boos ben.
Ik denk dat het nooit went, dus hoe goed je me ook kent
Je kunt me niet begrijpen zolang je niet in mijn hoofd bent."



Surya - Eenzaam

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Op donderdag 7 januari 2010 16:48 schreef heavenstar het volgende:
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dusssss.....you have issues?

She had something to confess to,
But you don’t have the time so,
Look the other way.
You will wait until it's over,
To reveal what you’d never shown her,
Too little much too late.

Too long trying to resist it,
You’ve just gone and missed it,
It's escaped your world.

Can you see that I am needing,
Begging for so much more,
Than you could ever give.
And I don’t want you to adore me,
Don’t want you to ignore me,
When it pleases you, yeah.
And I’ll do it on my own.

I have played in every toilet,
But you still want to spoil it,
To prove I’ve made a big mistake.
Too long trying to resist it,
You’ve just gone and missed it,
It's escaped your world.

Can you see that I am needing,
Begging for so much more,
Than you could ever give,
And I don’t want you to adore me,
Don’t want you to ignore me,
When it pleases you
yeah...

Amy Winehouse - Back to black

He left no time to regret
Kept his dick wet
With his same old safe bet
Me and my head high
And my tears dry
Get on without my guy
You went back to what you knew
So far removed from all that we went through
And I tread a troubled track
My odds are stacked
I'll go back to black

We only said good-bye with words
I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to.....

I go back to us

I love you much
It's not enough
You love blow and I love puff
And life is like a pipe
And I'm a tiny penny rolling up the walls inside

We only said goodbye with words
I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to

Black, black, black, black, black, black, black,
I go back to
I go back to

We only said good-bye with words
I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to

We only said good-bye with words
I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to black

quote:

Laat het me zeggen
Ach laat maar
Ik doe alsof mijn neus bloed
En ik staar in de verte
Op de vraag naar wat ik zei
Zeg ik ik praat in mezelf
Dat lijkt me vaak toch het beste
Al wil ik het graag kwijt

Vind de houdbaarheidsdatum van het statement te beperkt
Dus die woorden zeggen me niets bij wat ik je wil zeggen
Wat ik je wil zeggen
Ik weet het zelf niet eens
Is het slechts een idee of misschien het beste uit mijn leven
Ik weet het
Allebei gezegend en belast met het besef van het verleden
Brengt het stress met zich mee
En ik kan er niet om heen
[..]
De liefde
De angst
De strijd om de voorang
Ik ben de laatste die het goed lijkt te begrijpen

Mijn liefste
Bedankt
Ik doe het je op voorang
Zonder ook te weten waar het uiteindelijk eindigd

De tijd zal het uitwijzen
Tot die tijd blijf je
Veel meer dan vier woorden ooit kunnen
beschrijven

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please!
Just cut it out

And don't tell me you're sorry
Cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught

Welcome to the party
It's only me and you
Tell the world to go away, babe
And I'll tell you what to do
Come over here and kiss me
I want to pull your hair
Turn out the lights and hold me
I want to touch you everywhere

We don't need nobody, baby
We don't need champagne
I'll take you to the deepest,
darkest, hottest, lovers' lane
For a little spark in the dark
Just a little spark in the dark
Don't matter where we sleep
Don't matter where we park
All we need is a spark, spark

Spark in the dark
Just a little spark in the dark

Come around midnight
We'll be crawlin' on the floor
Burnin' with the fever
And yellin' out for more
But don't you write it in your
diary, baby
Don't blab it on the phone
Cuz if your mom and dad find out
They'll skin me to the bone
Now we don't need instructions,
baby
Don't you be afraid
It takes a little friction
That's how our love is made
>From a little spark in the dark
Just a little spark in the dark
Don't matter what you say
No matter what you do
As long as it is me and you
We got a spark in the dark
Just a little spark in the dark, yeah
We don't need nobody, baby
We don't need cocaine
I'll take you to the deepest,
darkest, hottest lovers' lane
Spark in the dark
Just a little spark in the dark
Don't matter where we sleep
Don't matter where we park
All we need is a spark, spark
Spark in the dark

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Je buien maken vlekken,
op een hagelwit humeur
Ik heb m'n handen op je heupen,
Maar m'n hoofd is bij de deur.
Ze zeggen dat het went,
Ik heb het geprobeerd.
Maar hoe ik het ook wend of keert,
Mijn huis beschermt niet meer.

't regent harder dan ik hebben kan,
Harder dan ik drinken kan.
't regent harder dan de grond aankan,
Harder dan ik hebben kan.
[..]
Je buien zijn te donker,
Voor een hemelsblauw humeur.
Want mijn hoofd is in de wolken,
En mijn hand al bij de deur.

Back when I was a child,
before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and
me and then
Spin me around ‘til I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved
If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance
with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
How I’d love, love, love
To dance with my father again
When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way, I would run from her to him
He’d make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me
If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final
dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
‘Cause I’d love, love, love
To dance with my father again
Sometimes I’d listen outside her door
And I’d hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I know I’m praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don’t do it usually
But dear Lord she’s dying
To dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream

Voor m'n broer Niels R.I.P

Another turning point
A fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist
Directs you where to go
So make the best of this test
And don't ask why
It's not a question
But a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable
But in the end it's right
I hope you had the time of your life

So take the photographs
And still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf
In good health and good time
Tattoos of memories
And dead skin on trial
for what it's worth
It was worth all the while

It's something unpredictable
But in the end it's right
I hope you had the time of your life

It's something unpredictable
But in the end it's right
I hope you had the time of your life

It's something unpredictable
But in the end it's right
I hope you had the time of your life

en dus blijf ik hier nu zitten en blijf ik hier nu wachten
tot het water ooit weer in beweging komt

You don't know how to ease my pain
You don't know
You don't know how to ease my pain
You don't know what the sound is darlin'
It's the sound of my tears fallin'
Or is it the rain?
You don't know how to play the game
You cheat
You lie
You make me wanna cry
You make me wanna cry
Cry...
You make me wanna cry
You don't know how to ease my pain
You don't know
You don't know how to ease my pain
Don't you hear any voices cryin'?
That's the sound of my love dyin'
Here comes the rain
You don't know how to play the game
You cheat
You lie
You don't even know how to say goodbye
You make me wanna cry
You don't know
You don't even know how to say goodbye
You make me wanna cry
You don't even know how to say goodbye
You make me wanna cry
Cry...
Cry (x3)

I don't want to be alone anymore
I want to be loved and cherished
I want to be wanted and longed for
I know what I want... Who I want

But he doesn't
He seems oblivious for me and my feelings
And if he does know, he probably wishes it goes away

Don't you see?
Don't you see me?
I love you...

En nu ben ik opnieuw alleen
opnieuw alleen in't onbekende
De grijze straat, de grijze stad
waar moet ik heen, tot wie mij wenden?
De nacht trekt naderbij
Ik beeld me in, hij is bij mij

Soms loop ik eenzaam door de nacht
als burgers slapen vol vertrouwen
Ik denk aan hem, ik droom van hem
ik laat hem mij gezelschap houden
In't donker uur na elf, kan ik verzinken in mezelf

Heel alleen, maar naast me in verbeelding
wandelt hij tot aan de grijze schemering
Ik verbeeld me dan, hij streelt me dan, omarmt me
Ik huiver, krijg 't koud, mijn ogen dicht
Zijn lijf verwarmt me

Het trottoir lijkt zilver in de regen
De rivier krijgt lichtjes in de nevel
In 't duister zijn bomen vol met sterren
Wij lopen voort zonder een woord naar 't leven in de verte

En ik weet, ik beeld me alles in
't zijn gesprekken met mezelf, niet met hem
Hij is blind voor alles, 't heeft geen zin
Toch zeg ik, ik zie een weg voor ons

Mijn liefste, als bij het ochtendgloren
jij verdwijnt, wordt alles als tevoren
Dan kolkt weer de rivier, woest en verlaten
De bomen kaal en allemaal weer vreemden in de straten

M'n liefste, 'k begin 't nu te leren
Mijn bestaan vul ik met fantaseren
Jouw wereld draait door, 't zal jou niet deren
Dat ik daaraan geen deel meer heb
terwijl ik als geen een...

Je lief heb
Je lief heb
Je lief heb... al ben ik dan alleen

Crush

Crazy how it feels tonight
Crazy how you make it all alright love
Crush me with the things you do
And I do for you anything too
Sitting smoking feeling high
And in this moment it feels so right

Lovely lady
I am at your feet
God I want you so badly
And I wonder this
Could tomorrow be
So wondrous as you there sleeping
Let's go drive 'till morning comes
And watch the sunrise and fill our souls up
Drink some wine 'till we get drunk

It's crazy I'm thinking
Just knowing that the world is round
And here I'm dancing on the ground
Am I right side up or upside down
And is this real or am I dreaming

Lovely lady
Let me drink you please
Won't spill a drop, no, I promise you
Lying under this spell you cast on me
Each moment
The more I love you
Crush me
Come on, oh yeah

It's crazy I'm thinking
Just knowing that the world is round
And here I'm dancing on the ground
Am I right side up or upside down
Is this real or am I dreaming

Lovely lady
I will treat you sweetly
Adore you I mean you crush me
And it's times like these
When my faith I feel
And I know how I love you
Come on, Come on
Baby

It's crazy I'm thinking
just as long as you're around
And here I'll be dancing on the ground
Am I right side up or upside down
To each other we'll be facing
My love
By love
We'll beat back the pain we've found
You know
I mean to tell you all the things I've been thinking deep inside
My friend
Each moment the more I love you

Crush me
Come on
Baby
So much you have given love
That I would give you back again and again
Oh my love
Meaning I'll hold you
But please please let me always

Here's a little song i wrote,
you might want to sing it note for note,
don't worry, be happy

in every life we have some trouble,
when you worry you make it double
don't worry, be happy

dont worry be happy now
dont worry be happy
dont worry be happy
dont worry be happy
dont worry be happy

aint got no place to lay your head,
somebody came and took your bed,
don't worry, be happy

the landlord say your rent is late,
he may have to litagate,
dont worry (small laugh) be happy,

look at me im happy,
don't worry, be happy

i give you my phone number,
when your worried, call me,
i make you happy

don't worry, be happy

aint got no cash, aint got no style,
aint got no gal to make you smile
but don't worry, be happy

cos when you worry, your face will frown,
and that will bring everybody down,
so don't worry, be happy

don't worry, be happy now...

don't worry, be happy
don't worry, be happy
don't worry, be happy
don't worry, be happy

don't worry, don't worry, don't do it,
be happy, put a smile on your face,
don't bring everybody down like this

don't worry, it will soon pass whatever it is,
don't worry, be happy,
i'm not worried

there's no living in my life anymore
the seas have gone dry and the rain stopped falling
please don't you cry anymore
can't you see
listen to the breeze, whisper to me please
don't send me to the path of nevermore

even the valleys below
where the rays of the sun were so warn and tender
now haven't anything to grow
can't you see
why did you have to leave me
why did you deceive me
you send me to the path of nevermore
when you say you didn't love me anymore
nevermore
nevermore

Gisteren:



"The Worst Day Since Yesterday"

Well I know, I miss more than hit
With a face that was launched to sink
An' I seldom feel, the bright relief
It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday

If there's one thing I have said
Is that the dreams I once had, now lay in bed
As the four winds blow, my wits through the door
It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday

Fallin' down to you sweet ground
Where the flowers they bloom
It's there I'll be found

Hurry back to me, my wild Colleen
It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday

Though these wounds have seen no wars
Except for the scars I have ignored
And this endless crutch, well it's never enough
It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday

Hell says hello, well it's time to I should go
To pastures green, that I've yet to see

Hurry back to me, my wild Colleen
It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday

Vandaag:



Beautiful World

My my my it’s a beautiful world
I like swimming in the sea
I like to go out beyond the white breakers
Where a man can still be free (or a woman if you are one)
I like swimming in the sea.

My my my it’s a beautiful world
I like drinking Irish tea
With a little bit of lapsang souchong
I like making my own tea.

My my my it’s a beautiful world
I like driving in my car
Roll the top down sometimes I travel quite far
Drive to the ocean stare up at the stars
I like driving in my car

All around is anger automatic guns
It’s death in large numbers no respect for women or our little ones
I tried talking to Jesus but He just put me on hold
Said He’d been swamped by calls this week
And He couldn’t shake His cold

And still this emptiness persists
Perhaps this is as good as it gets
When you’ve given up the drink and those nasty cigarettes
Now I leave the party early at least with no regrets
I watch the sun as it comes up I watch it as it sets
Yeah this is as good as it gets.

My my my it’s a beautiful world
I like sleeping with Marie
She is one sexy girl full of mystery
She says she doesn’t love me but she likes my company
For now that’s good enough for me