Hoe Voel Je Je Nu Uitgedrukt In (song) Teksten (deel43)

quote:

ik weet wel dat het beter is,
om niet samen meer te zijn
maar ik voel hoe groot de leegte is
zonder jou aan me zij
teveel dagen vol met tranen
nee, dit heeft geen zin
toch kan ik je niet verlaten
tegen beter weten in
me vrienden zeggen dat ik je moet verlaten
maar een ieder die dat zegt,
heeft makkelijk praten

ook al ga ik bij je weg
hoe ik er ook tegen vecht
gek genoeg kom ik steeds opnieuw bij je terecht
ook al is het vuur gedoofd
er is gedonder in mijn hoofd
die ervoor zorgt dat ik,
deze leugen weer geloof
mijn hoofd die houdt je vast
ook al laat mijn hart je gaan
ik wil wel,
maar ik kan het niet meer aan

je hebt me, je hebt me, je hebt me,
je hebt meeee
je hebt me, je hebt me, je hebt me,
je hebt meeee
je hebt me in de houdgreep
en ik kom er niet meer uit

quote:

Ill Nino - Numb

I loved you
You were all that I wanted
Then, I watched you
Turn into someone else

Well I'm sick of the fighting
I'm sick of just blaming myself

Well I'm sick of escaping
I'm sick of erasing

Your face and the places
That give me a trace to you

But I will never find you

I can't hold on
I'm feeling numb
From everything you do
And put me through
When I was part of you

I'm feeling numb
From holding on
To everything that you
Had put me through
When I was part of you

Well if I can deceive you
Then why can't I leave you alone

Well if everything's painful
Then why do I wait for

Your face or the place
That will give me a trace to you

But I will never find you

I can't hold on
I'm feeling numb
From everything you do
And put me through
When I was part of you

I'm feeling numb
From holding on
To everything that you
Had put me through
When I was part of you

Siento el amor
Siento el dolor
Siento el amor
Siento el calor
Siento el amor
Siento el dolor

But I will never find you

I can't hold on
I'm feeling numb
From everything you do
And put me through
When I was part of you

I'm feeling numb
From holding on
To everything that you
Had put me through
When I was part of you

quote:

Hello Saferide - 'Parenting Never Ends'

Mother, give me
back my old room
I won’t make a mess like I used to,
I won’t play my records

loud at nights,
I’ll keep it quiet
Mother, let me have my old bed back
and lay out clothes for me.

People give me work and money
They depend on me now,
if they only knew how thin the ice they walk on is.
If they only knew how thin the ice they walk on is

Mother, please make
my decisions
like you once did,
this time I won’t pester you about it,
I’ll surrender

Mother, these streets
are too cold for me
I’m standing by your door
A plant under each arm,
let me move back in

Father, the last time you offered to teach me
all about the Baltic Sea, it was wasted on me.
Now I’m ready, throw me once again
the footballs you tried to throw and this time
I will catch and learn and know

Mother, if that’s not enough
bring me all the way back to
my original address
to your womb.

I have trouble sleeping but I don’t recall I had while in your womb.

quote:

There's a weight over me today,
it's something I have to say,
love you too much to leave,
don't like you enough to stay.

My heads in a mess
and I'm stressed
but i guess its a test in the quest for happiness
and the rest of that mess
so i best just acquiesce
even though I've grown tired of you

And that ain't meant to sound spiteful
I'm just trying to be insightful
when i write all my emotions
In the night all the stuff I try to fight
just comes out and the sad fact is I'm so tired of you

Love, its a weird thing ain't it?
there's no way to explain it
but i swear as well as pain
there should be joy but we sustain
the same level of mundane
and its numbing me through

i often wonder if I'd miss you
and have the urge to kiss you
if an issue was to hit through
to this heart that now feels disused
and said issue was too big to just ignore
and i walked out on you

the chances are I'd fall apart
and suffer seizures of the heart
as my chest begins to smart
the very second have to part
i want to go back to the start
but then again maybe I'd just feel new
maybe I'd get my life on track
and start to focus my attack
on all the things my life just lacks
and start to claw my passion back
instead of living like a hack
half committed half relaxed
id have nothing to lose

There's a weight over me today
it's something I have to say
love you too much to leave
don't like you enough to stay

There's a weight over me today
it's something I have to say
love you too much to leave
don't like you enough to stay

I guess lately I've had too much time to think
and yeah way too much drink
when paper meets the ink
over thinking is the chink in my armour
that's just what i do.
And I've always been that way, forever questioning each day and every plea that's made that maybe when i lay my busy mind will make me prove by finding problems and reasons, that might not be true.(?)

See we got together so young,
before our real lives had begun,
but flowers don't grow up as one,
each finds its own way to the sun,
and that's exactly what we've done.

We've grown up separately too,

And for a few years now it's been the problem,
and these realisations...i wish that i could stop them,
but I've realised that love is all we have in common,
and deep down you know that's true.

But then surely that I'm still in love with you means there's something we can do....to get us through and to pursue a brand new point of view on how this gap grew... between me and you.

So there's a weight over me and i'd hate to have to leave
but in fate i don't believe and the state of you and me isn't great as you can see.....
so i'll keep thinking this through.

There's a weight over me today
it's something I have to say
love you too much to leave
don't like you enough to stay

There's a weight over me today
it's something I have to say
love you too much to leave
don't like you enough to stay

There's a weight over me today
it's something I have to say
love you too much to leave
don't like you enough to stay