in 3 teksten mijn gevoel :
did you ever wake up in the morning
with a freight-train running through your head
an empty whiskey bottle by your pillow
and a burned out unfinished cigarette
the night went up in smoke
life is but a joke men
but I see nobody laughing
did you ever live a day
like the next day would never come
blood's dripping on the floor; but who cares
who needs you anyway
you're a stranger to yourself
and this ain't no joke, man
but I can't stop laughing
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I don't know who to trust..
no surprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts sift through dust
and the lies
(Trying not to break,
but I'm so tired of this deceit
everytime I try to make myself
get back up on my feet
all I ever think about is this
all the tiring time between
and how
trying to put my trust in you
just takes so much out of me)
Take everything from the inside
and throw it all away,
'cause I swear.. for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
tension is building inside
steadily
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
heavy thoughts forcing their way
out of me
(Trying not to break
but I'm so tired of this deceit
everytime I try to make myself
get back up on my feet
all I ever think about is this
all the tiring time between
and how
trying to put my trust in you
just takes so much out of me)
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I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you
can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
and every second I waste is more than i can take
I've
become so numb
i can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
but I know
you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you
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