Hoe voel jij je? (Uitgedrukt in (song)teksten). Deel 20

quote:

Op zaterdag 22 januari 2005 19:06 schreef broken63 het volgende:
Why did you lie to me?

Can't be trusted, good for nothing type of brother

Everything you claimed to be was a lie, lie

Why did you lie to me?

You've been creepin', sneekin', sleepin' with another

Messed up, it's time to leave, so bye, bye, yeah


en deze:
I can't believe i believed
Everything we had would last
So young and naive for me to think
She was from your past
Silly of me to dream of
One day having your kids
Love is so blind
It feels right when it's wrong

I can't believe i fell for four years
And i'm smarter than that
So young and naive to believe that with me
You're a changed man
Foolish of me to compete
When you cheat with loose women
It took me some time but now i moved on

Cuz i realized i got
Me myself and i
That's all i got in the end
That's what i found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend

Me myself and i
That's all i got in the end
That's what i found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend

So controlling , you said that you love me
But you don't
Your family told me one day
I would see it on my own
Next thing i know i'm dealing
With your three kids and my home
I've been so blind
It feels right when it's wrong

Now that it's over
Stop calling me
Come pick up your clothes
No need to front like you're still with me
All your homies know
Even your very best friend
Tried to warn me on the low
It took me some time
But now i am strong

Because i realized i got
Me myself and i
That's all i got in the end
That's what i found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend

Me myself and i
That's all i got in the end
That's what i found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend

Me myself and i
I know that i will never disappoint myself
All the ladies if you feel me
Help me sing it now
Ya, you hurt me
But i learned a lot along the way
After all the rain
You'll see the sun come out again
I know that i will never disappoint myself

Zelfde schuitje???

> = de Dood
< = Rudolph

<Mama? Mama?
Mama, waar ben je?
Kan je me horen?
Ik wil zo graag
Dat je mij omarmt
Ik weet best
Ik mag jou niet storen
Jij hebt het druk
Zegt iedereen...

Mama mijn kamer
Is 's nachts zo donker
Ik heb 't koud
Ik ben zo bang...
WIe droogt nu mijn traantjes
Waar moet ik heen?
Waarom laat je mij alleen...?

>Ze hoort je niet
Roep niet om haar

<Wie bent u?

>Ik ben een vriend
Zoek jij naar steun
Dan sta ik klaar

<Ga weg

>Ik ben dichtbij

<Als ik mijn best doe
Word ik een kerel
Gister sloeg ik
Nog een muisje dood
Ik moet hard zijn
Net als de wereld
Maar'k ben liever zacht
Dan zo gemeen...

Oh mama, kon ik maar
Altijd bij jou zijn
Ik word gedrild
En ze zijn zo streng
Om mij te troosten
Is er niet één...
Waarom laat jij mij alleen...?

Is de eenzaamheid geboren, slaat de stilte om je heen
Zoveel vragen zoveel leugens, laten jou nu wel alleen

Bij ieder afscheid valt een traan, omdat je iemand moet laten gaan
Waar je zo aan bent gehecht, verdriet dat is een groot gevecht
Bij ieder afscheid valt een traan, al zal dat ooit weer overgaan
Want die tranen helpen niet, bij veel verdriet

Je moet nemen maar ook geven, ook al valt het je soms zwaar
Want een traan hoort bij het leven, je bent niet eeuwig bij elkaar
Zijn het soms de laatste woorden, of een allerlaatste zoen
Zoveel wensen zoveel dromen, brengen jou weer terug naar toen

Bij ieder afscheid valt een traan, omdat je iemand moet laten gaan
Waar je zo aan bent gehecht, verdriet dat is een groot gevecht
Bij ieder afscheid valt een traan, al zal dat ooit weer overgaan
Want die tranen helpen niet, bij veel verdriet

Want die tranen helpen niet, bij veel verdriet

Uit; Spinvis - In de staat van Narcose

alles is zo mooi
alleen wat verder weg
ik zie nog wel wat wazig
en ik weet niet wat ik zeg

morgen nog, misschien wat later,
koop ik een fakkel en een kruis
daarmee loop ik over natgesneeuwde straten

alles is zo mooi en de wolken zijn zo groot
ik zweer dat ik een pony zag, misschien ben ik wel dood
alles komt wel goed, maar ik ben nog wat beperkt
als ik nou maar rustig blijf is de injectie uitgewerkt
alles is normaal, maar ik ben nog steeds van glas
dus misschien moet ik maar even blijven liggen, blijven liggen, in het gras...

Novastar -Never back down


what have you done
putting aside all I feel
driving me out your hand on the wheel
I'm only a friend
when you depend upon me
taking your time to get back on your feet

I don't mind if
lies keep talking
never back down
it hurts me so much
I don't mind this
I'm glad to leave the earth
it haunts me
never back down
never back down
get it back

what have you done
putting aside what's real
driving me out your hand on the wheel
I'm blaming myself
as if nobody else is to blame
taking your time to get back to your game

I don't mind if
lies keep talking
never back down
it hurts me so much
I don't mind this
I'm glad to leave the earth
it haunts me
never back down
never back down
get it back

i was there
when they would stare
at you just like
the light had fallen
from the sun
you'd think that
jesus had come

i called you sugar on that day
and later sweetness drove my manic haze
and i found another name

so gorgeous was the day we met
i couldn't speak except to say how
gorgeous that i thought you were to me

delirious and daylight falling
into night i fell
i thought i'd drown myself
i thought i'd drown myself in you
well i shook the honey glaze from my head
and i realized, yeah i realized
i'd do anything for you
i'd do anything for you

my eyes were spinning round
like the twist of a top
my head reeling round so fast
i didn't think it could stop
but i stopped it

gorgeous was the day we met
i couldn't speak except to say how
gorgeous that i thought you were to me
so gorgeous was the day we met
i couldn't speak except to say how
gorgeous that the two of us could be

spilled myself all over you like syrup
all delicious and stuck on you
yeah we'll wreck ourselves
yeah we'll wreck ourselves as two?
no unseen force can deny this -
why would it even try?
it'll never stop
it'll never go away

my eyes were spinning round
like the twist of a top
my head reeling round so fast
i didn't think it could stop
but i stopped it

gorgeous was the day we met
i couldn't speak except to say how
gorgeous that i thought you were to me
so gorgeous was the day we met
i couldn't speak except to say how
gorgeous that the two of us could be
so gorgeous was the day we met
i couldn't speak except to say how
gorgeous that the two of us could be
so so gorgeous...

What more can I do, there's nothing I haven't tried
Still it's so hard for her to notice
I've tried hard to be straight
There's nothing left I can say
If only she would look my way

I dream of when she'll be mine
I dream of crossing that line
And holding her so tender
Dreaming it could come true
So many things I would do
If only you'd give me a chance

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything
To make them understand
Have you ever had someone
Steal your heart away
You'd give anything
To make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever

Have you ever found the one
You dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything
To look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one
You've given your heart to
Only to find that one
Won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait
For the day when they will care

Have you ever loved somebody so much
Makes you wanna break down and cry
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand
How I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cause baby I can't sleep

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever

Saybia - I Surrender

A million suns are glowing in the night
Everything is quiet
Except for all the voices in my head
That say your name

Tonight I'm letting go
About to give in

(Chorus)
I surrender myself
Into the arms of a beautiful stranger
I surrender myself to you - to you
I surrender myself
Into the arms of a beautiful stranger
I surrender myself to you - to you

There is only one bridge left for me
My heart is almost free
Beautiful by my side
But all I think about is you

And tonight I'm letting go
About to give in

(Chorus)
I surrender myself
Into the arms of a beautiful stranger
I surrender myself to you - to you
I surrender myself
Into the arms of a beautiful stranger
I surrender myself to you

Who really loves me…?
You really love me…
My beautiful stranger…
You really love me…like I love you

And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
But I don`t know how
Because maybe
You`re gonna be the one that saves me ?
And after all
You`re my wonderwall

Hey Michel I just wanted to let you know
That someone else has stolen my heart
And now another girl has caught your eye
That doesn't mean I don't think of you
I'm just hoping that she'll treat you right

Do you remember
How we walked the street to the beat
Hand in hand and you and me
Smiling faces so in love
Hoping that they all could see
That we belonged together you and me against the world
But we found out the hard way cause it wasn't meant to be

Don't give it up
Don't give it up

Don't worry if the sun don't shine
You've seen it before, you don't need to worry
Every day's an uphill climb, nothing has changed
Believe me when I tell ya

Don't give it up
Don't give it up

Don't give up, you know it's true
Gotta do what you wanna do
Oh yeah
Don't give it up, you don't have to
Gotta do what you wanna do
Oh yeah

Who the fuck do you think you are
Get out of my hair
who the fuck do you think you are
Comin' round here
who the fuck who the fuck
who the fuck do you think you are

Get your comb out of there
combin' out my hair

I’m not like other girls
You can't straighten my curls
I’m not like other girls
You can't straighten my curls
No!

Who the fuck you tryin' to be
Get your dog away from me!
What the fuck you doing in there
Get your dirty fingers out of my hair

Who who who who
fuck fuck fuck you

I'm free, you'll see
I'm free, you'll see

Dry Cell - Grape Jelly


I don't want to show my face to the world today
It's like two different people live inside of me
And you're so perfect

You left me living inside of this hole
I, tearing away from my soul
I, feel myself losing control
I, living for nothing

What would it be like to live a day in your live
I want to know
Living for nothing
I cannot deal with the way (?) that I feel inside
I've got to know
Living for nothing

I don't want to have to beg for another way
All I ever really wanted was a chance to say
That you're not perfect

You left me living inside of this hole
I, tearing away from my soul
I, feel myself losing control
I, living for nothing

What would it be like to live a day in your live
I want to know
Living for nothing
I cannot deal with the way that I feel inside
I've got to know
Living for nothing

I don't wanna show my face, show my face...

You left me living inside of this soul
I, tearing away from my soul
I, feel myself losing control
I, living for nothing

What would it be like to live a day in your live
I want to know
Living for nothing
I cannot deal with the way that I feel inside
I've got to know
Living for nothing

I cannot deal [I cannot deal]
You left me all alone
I cannot deal [I cannot deal]
And I think for nothing
I cannot deal [I cannot deal]
You left me all alone
I cannot deal [I cannot deal]
And I live for nothing

you've got a great car
yeah whats wrong with it today?
i used to have one too
maybe i'll come and have a look
i really love your hairdo yeah
i'm glad you like mine too
see where lookin pretty cool will get ya

so what do you do?
oh yeah I wait tables too
no i haven't heard your band
'cuz you guys are pretty new
but if you dig on vegan food
well come over to my work
i'll have 'em cook you something
that you really love

**
coz i like you
yeah i like you
and i'm feeling so bohemian like you
yeah i like you
yeah i like you
and i feel.. Whoahoa whoo!
**

Wait
who's that guy, just hangin at your pad?
he's lookin' kinda bummed
yeah you broke up thats too bad
i guess it's fair if he always pays the rent
and he doesn't get bent about
sleeping on the couch when i'm there

**
cuz i like you
yeah i like you
and i'm feeling so bohemian like you
yeah i like you
yeah i like you
and i feel.. Whoahoa whoo!
**

i'm getting wise and i'm feeling so bohemian like you
it's you that i want so please
just a casual casual easy fling
is it, it is for me
and i like you
yeah i like you
and i like you
i like you
i like you
i like you
i like you
i like you
i like you
and i feel..
whoo-hoo-ooo

Tracy Chapman - Fast car

You got a fast car
I want a ticket to anywhere
Maybe we make a deal
Maybe together we can get somewhere

Any place is better
Starting from zero got nothing to lose
Maybe we'll make something
Me, myself, I got nothing to prove

You got a fast car
I got a plan to get us out of here
Been working at the convenience store
Managed to save just a little bit of money
Won't have to drive too far
Just 'cross the border and into the city
You and I can both get jobs
And finally see what it means to be living

You see my old man's got a problem
He live with the bottle, that's the way it is
He says his body's too old for working
His body's too young to look like his
My mama went off and left him
She wanted more from life than he could give
I said "somebody's got to take care of him"
So I quit school and that's what I did

You got a fast car
Is it fast enough so we can fly away?
We gotta make a decision
Leave tonight or live and die this way

I remember we were driving, driving in your car
Speed so fast I felt like I was drunk
City lights lay out before us
And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder
And I had a feeling that I belonged
And I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone

You got a fast car
We go cruising to entertain ourselves
Still ain't got a job
And I work in a market as a checkout girl
I know things will get better
You'll find work and I'll get promoted
We'll move out of the shelter
Buy a bigger house and live in the suburbs

'Cause I remember we were driving, driving in your car
Speed so fast I felt like I was drunk
City lights lay out before us
And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder
And I had a feeling that I belonged
I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone

You got a fast car
And I got a job that pays all our bills
You stay out drinking late at the bar
See more of your friends than you do of your kids
I'd always hoped for better
Thought maybe together you and me would find it
We got no plans and ain't going nowhere
So take your fast car and keep on driving

'Cause I remember when we were driving, driving in your car
Speed so fast I felt like I was drunk
City lights lay out before us
And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder
And I had a feeling that I belonged
I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone

You got a fast car
Is it fast enough so you can fly away?
You gotta make a decision
Leave tonight or live and die this way

3 Doors Down - Changes

I'm not suposed to be scared of anything, but I don't know where I am
I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted and nobody understands (how I feel)
I'm trying hard to breathe now but there's no air in my lungs
There's no one here to talk to and the pain inside is making me numb

I try to hold this Under control
They can't help me 'Cause no one knows

Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm going through changes, changes

I'm feeling weak and weary walking through this world alone
Everything you say, every word of it, cuts me to the bone
I've got something to say, but now I've got no where to turn
It feel like I've been buried underneath all the weight of the world

I try to hold this Under control
They can't help me 'Cause no one knows

Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm going through changes, changes

I'm blind and shakin'
Bound and breaking
I hope I make it through all these changes

Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm falling apart, now I feel it

Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, I hate this
But I'm going through changes, changes

"Everybody needs a little time away," I heard her say, "from each other."
"Even lovers need a holiday far away from each other."
Hold me now. It's hard for me to say I'm sorry. I just want you to stay.

After all that we've been through, I will make it up to you. I promise to.
And after all that's been said and done,
You're just the part of me I can't let go.

Couldn't stand to be kept away just for the day from your body.
Wouldn't wanna be swept away, far away from the one that I love.
Hold me now. It's hard for me to say I'm sorry. I just want you to know.
Hold me now. I really want to tell you I'm sorry. I could never let you go.

After all that we've been through, I will make it up to you. I promise to.
And after all that's been said and done,
You're just the part of me I can't let go.

After all that we've been through, I will make it up to you. I promise to.

You're gonna be the lucky one...

If only I was taller
If I had a million dollars
maybe then you'd be with me

If only I was eighteen
and had the courage
of the A-Team
maybe then you'd be with me

But for now I'll have to dream
about your smile 'cause you're not
here and all I want to say is
that I really miss you

If I could surf a little better
If I had Sumner's sweater
maybe then you'd be with me

If only I had more time
If I had Mike Ness' hairline
then you'd want to be with me

If only you weren't so fine
If only I wasn't so blind
I'd find a way
to make you stay
then maybe I'd see you

If I woke up
with all these things
Would it even change your feelings
None of that is even me
But for now I'll have to
wait another week
to see your face and all I want to say is
that I really miss you

quote:

Op maandag 24 januari 2005 16:05 schreef merdeka het volgende:
-knip-

Goldfinger - If Only

Tracy Bonham - Freed

I've got my heart crammed in a bottle
And all the while I fought so little
What is this fear we hold so deeply
To stand alone alone completely
It's do or die it's now or never
It's cats and dogs it's helter skelter

Till i'm free
Yeah free
Something inside me is begging to be free

We hardly live for fear of dying
Then fall asleep and call it living
I hardly love for fear of losing
I'll hardly loose yet i'm not loving

Till i'm free
Yeah free
Something inside me is begging to be free
Something inside me is begging to be free

Free yeah free
Something inside me is begging to be free
Something inside me is begging to be free

Just like I said I would be
I'm your friend

Did you think I would stand here and lie
As our moment was passing us by

Waiting for your change of heart
It just takes a beat

Yes I'm waiting for your change of heart
At the edge of my seat

Days go by
Leaving me with a hunger

Back to when we were younger
When adventures like cars we would ride

While I stand here
Waiting for your change of heart..

Never hear the laughter
Search through time

If it's truth that you're looking to find
It is nowhere outside of your mind

Waiting for your change of heart..

Jimmy Eat World - For Me This Is Heaven

The first star I see may not be a star
We can't do a thing but wait
So let's wait for one more

The time, such clumsy time in deciding if it's time
I'm careful but not sure how it goes
You can lose yourself in your courage

When the time we have now ends
When the big hand goes round again
Can you still feel the butterflies?
Can you still hear the last goodnight?

The mindless comfort grows when I'm alone with my 'great' plans
This is what she says gets her through it:
"If I don't let myself be happy now then when?"
If not now when?

I close my eyes and believe wherever you are, an angel for me
_________________

That about sums it up *stil van is*

Een tunnel kan heel lang zijn
Maar 't eind komt ooit in zicht
De nacht kan pikkedonker zijn
Maar 's ochtends wordt het licht

Een deur die kan gesloten zijn
Maar heeft altijd een bel
"Tot ziens" kan heel verdrietig zijn
Maar het is geen vaarwel

Dus laat ze zien wie je bent
En verzamel al je kracht
Want ergens is er iemand
Die op je wacht
Dus recht met die schouders
En omhoog met je hoofd
Want je vindt toch altijd iemand
Die wel in je gelooft..

Een mens kan erg eenzaam zijn
Maar is dat nooit alleen
Een hart dat kan bevroren zijn
Maar het is nooit van steen

Het vuur waarvoor je komt te staan
Kan eigenlijk niet heter
Maar als het dan niet slechter kan
Wordt het alleen maar beter!

Dus laat ze zien wie je bent
En verzamel al je kracht
Want ergens is er iemand
Die op je wacht
Dus recht met die schouders
En omhoog met je hoofd
Want je vindt toch altijd iemand
Die wel in je gelooft…

Dus laat ze zien wie je bent
En omhoog met je hoofd
Want je vindt toch altijd wel iemand
Die wel in je gelooft…

Die wel in je gelooft