i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
but though you're still with me
i've been alone all along
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
Evanescence - My Immortal
(Jeff Buckley / Gary Lucas)
There's the moon asking to stay
Long enough for the clouds to fly me away
Well it's my time coming, i'm not afraid to die
My fading voice sings of love,
But she cries to the clicking of time
Of time
Wait in the fire...
And she weeps on my arm
Walking to the bright lights in sorrow
Oh drink a bit of wine we both might go tomorrow
Oh my love
And the rain is falling and i believe
My time has come
It reminds me of the pain
I might leave
Leave behind
Wait in the fire...
And I feel them drown my name
So easy to know and forget with this kiss
I'm not afraid to go but it goes so slow
http://etrata.home.attbi.com/flash/banana.swf
en over het algemeen iets met een kazoo .. je weet wel van die rare toeters met zo een vliegwieltje .. whooooeeeeeeeiiiiiiiiiiiii
enne dit kwam ik tegen toen ik naar dit liedje zocht ..http://www.bananamuseum.com/
And I don't know where I'm going', I don't know what I'm looking for
I'm all burnt out
There ain't that much I care about
And I know I'm missing something
I don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore
I won't let it get to me
But I really miss you badly
I wish I knew how I'm gonna be happy without you
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
I thought I got it all mapped out but now I'm lost
In a world that ain't got you in I don't know what I'm living for
Hopeless without the only thing I cared about
Cos you've been my salvation in a place where there's no love anymore
I won't let it get to me
But I'm gonna miss you badly
I wish I knew how I'm gonna be happy without you
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
With no one here to sing for
Tired of being weightless
For all these looking good boys
You can always say my attic has its charm
You can always say you did no major harm
You can always say that summer had its charm
And that you did no major harm
Oh, spare me if you please
Sick, tired an sleepless
With no one else to shine for
Sick of all my distress
But I won't show I'm still poor
You can always say my attic has its charm
You can always say you did no major harm
You can always say that summer had its charm
And that you did no major harm
Oh, spare me if you please
You can always say my attic has its charm
You can always say you did no major harm
You can always say that summer had its charm
You can always say that, you can always say that
Oh, spare me if you please
Symptoms are so deep
Something here's so wrong
Nothing is complete
Nowhere to belong
Symptoms are so deep
I think I'd better stay
Here on my own
So spare me if you please
Cardigans - Sick And Tired
_______________________________
a storm is brewing here right by my side
I've tried all sorts of disguises
I hope he cannot do wrong within my sight
my blood is flowing as oceans
when I breathe my freedom
words of the big religion
simply what I need
is what I need...
you reject defaults
in a vision of non-life
this silent overcome
your defensive shade is gone
floating bubbles are laying down on me
false beliefs are drawing all my tears
beyond sub-life
beyond decline
beyond this wave of rising
beyond hardtimes
beyond lovebites
beyond the day I'll face myself
a hyperfast reaction
is playing with me
I'm so confused
but I knew
I could hold on
just a lack of experience
just a lack of pride
that makes me blind again
sadly I'm destroying everything I' ve done and everything
remaining is burning in my fire
that' s the way we are
now I'm going to explode
I will choose remorse in my life
what is happening is enclosed in my fire
that makes me blind again
I' ll face myself
duududuuuuduuuuuuududuuduu
so eine scheisse, dreck verdammter mist, keine ahnung was zum teufel da mit mir geschehen ist.
ich weiss noch wie ich heisse
ansonsten weiss ich nix.
mein kleiner funk durch nebelschwaden
rider heisst jetzt twix.
zu spät um auszuflippen
der letzte hampelmann,
ich zünde meine kippen an der falschen seite an.
bis vor 7 tagen gings mir noch wunderbar,
körperlich gesund und geistig halbwegs klar.
jetz kann ich nur fragen
was geht hier mit mir ab?
ich frag mich warum ich so viele fragen hab..
duuuduu...
bin mitten reingetreten in einen riesen haufen mist,
weil du mir ungebeten übern weg gelaufen bist.
oh scheisse, mich hats völlig erwischt.
warum ausgerechnet ich??
warum ausgerechnet in dich?duuuu..
du bist unbescheiden,
machst auf interlektuell
prinzessin aus dem märchen leider kriminell.
ich kann dich nicht leiden
ich find dich wiederlich
das blöde ist ich bin total verliebt in dich.
du nimmst den wind aus meinen segeln,
mit dem allerkleinsten kuss,
ich würd gern mit dir regeln das ich bei dir bleiben muss ..dudud
oh scheisse mich hats völlig erwischt.
warum ausgerechnet ich?
warum ausgerechnet in dich??
duuduuduu...
ich finds total daneben
das süße singleleben einfach mal so eben aufzugeben duuu
warum konntest du mit deinem auftritt nicht n paar jahre warten?
ich seh uns schon mit haus und hund , 2 kindern und nem garten
oh scheisse mich hats völlig erwischt
ich erkenn mich selbst kaum wieder
ich merke grad ich sing sogar schon liebeslieder
duuu......
ahhhhhhahahhhhhhhhhahhhhhhhhhhahahhhhhhahhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
INSOMNIA
I only smoke weed when I need to
And I need to get some rest
I confess, I burnt a hole in the mattress
Yes, yes, it was me, I plead guilty
And on the count of three I pull back the duvet
Make my way to the refrigerator
One dry potato inside, no lie
Not even bread, jam
When the light above my head went bam!
I can't sleep, something's all over me
Greasy, insomnia please release me
And let me dream about making mad love on the heath
Tearing off tights with my teeth
But there's no relief
I'm wide awake in my kitchen
It's dark and I'm lonely
Oh, if I could only get some sleep
Creeky noises make my skin creep
I need to get some sleep
I can't get no sleep....
This Romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up.
It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I gave up.
Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me.
And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always.
Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say good-bye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers, try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man.
When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him, 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time
Yeah, I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
If you told me to cry for you - I could
If you told me to die for you - I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you.
Well there ain't no luck
In these loaded die
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams and our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines
And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always.
Sun is shining, the weather is sweet
Make you want to move your dancing feet
To the rescue, here I am
Want you to know ya, where I stand
(Monday morning) here I am
Want you to know just if you can
(Tuesday evening) where I stand
(Wednesday morning) tell myself a new day is rising
(Thursday evening) get on the rise a new day is dawning
(Friday morning) here I am
(Saturday evening) want you to know just
Want you to know just where I stand
When the morning gathers the rainbow
Want you to know I'm a rainbow too
So, to the rescue here I am
Want you to know just if you can
Where I stand, know, know, know, know, know
We'll lift our heads and give JAH praises
We'll lift our heads and give JAH praises, yeah
Sun is shining, the weather is sweet now
Make you want to move your dancing feet
To the rescue, here I am
Want you to know just if you can
Where I stand, know, know, know, where I stand
Monday morning, scoo-be-doop-scoop-scoop
Tuesday evening, scoo-be-doop-scoop-scoop
Wednesday morning, scoo-be-doop-scoop-scoop
Thursday evening, scoo-be-doop-scoop-scoop
Friday morning, scoo-be-doop-scoop-scoop
Saturday evening, scoo-be-doop-scoop-scoop
So to the rescue, to the rescue, to the rescue
Awake from your sleep and slumber
Today could be your lucky number
Sun is shining and the weather is sweet
Met andere woorden, ik voel me top 
And I'm ready to go off on your ship
Ole ole, Ole ole
Me mind on fire, me soul on fire,
Feeling hot hot hot
Other people, All around me,
Feeling hot hot hot
What to do, on a night like this
Music`s sweet, I can`t resist
We need a party sound
It`s fun, they`ll get to jam
So we can um bum bum bum
Yeah we`ll um bum bum bum
Feeling hot hot hot
Feeling hot hot hot See people rocking, hear people chanting,
Feeling hot hot hot
Keep up the spirit, come on let`s do it,
Feeling hot hot hot
It`s in the air, celebration time
Music`s sweet, captivate your mind
We have this party sound
This fun and in the jam
So we can um bum bum bum
Yeah we`ll um bum bum bum
Feeling hot hot hot
Feeling hot hot hot
Ole ole, Ole ole,
Ole ole, Ole ole
Buster Pointdexter-Hot Hot Hot... 
Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now
Backbeat the word is on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
about you now
And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
But I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall
Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now
And all the roads that lead you there were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall
I said maybe (I said maybe)
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall
I said maybe (I said maybe)
You're gonna be the one that saves me (that saves me) 3X
tis uit *snik*
I want to go to sleep and never wake up...
To see you standing in the dark
Alone waiting there for me to come back
I'm too afraid to show
If it's coming over you
Like it's coming over me
I'm crashing like a tidal wave
That drags me out to sea
I want to be with you
If you want to be with me
Crashing like a tidal wave
I don't want to be
Stranded
Stranded
Stranded
So baby come back to me [Stranded]
So baby come back to me [Stranded]
I can only take so much
These tears are turning me to rust
I know you're waiting there for me to come back
I'm too afraid to show
If it's coming over you
Like it's coming over me
I'm crashing like a tidal wave
That drags me out to sea
I want to be with you
If you want to be with me
Crashing like a tidal wave
I don't want to be
Stranded
It's coming over you [Stranded]
It's coming over me [Stranded]
It's coming over you [Stranded]
I miss you
I need you
Without you
I'm stranded
I love you
So come back
I'm not afraid to show
Crashing like a tidal wave
Drags me out to sea
I want to be with you
You want to be with me
Crashing like a tidal wave
I don't want to be
Stranded
It's coming over you [Stranded]
It's coming over me [Stranded]
It's coming over you [Stranded]
So baby come back to me [Stranded]
So baby come back to me [Stranded]
Coming over you
Coming over me
So baby come back to me
So baby come back to me
I Must Have Fell Inside A Trap Of Sorts
You Broke My Weak Facade It Seems Despite My Bad Intentions
You Won't Believe, I'm Just Relieved
You're Still Talking To Me, Walking To Me
Most Times We Let Our Hopes Slip Through
I Can't Recover The Spell I'm Under, A Constant Fool
Those Nights The Heat Just Came Off You
Now Every Summer And Every Other I Think In...
I Think It's Funny How Some Things Can Bring You Back
Somehow My Memories They Never Served Me Well
The Way You Looked At Me, Exposing My Transparency
And Everything I Have Which Is Nothing Without You
Most Times We Let Our Hopes Slip Through
I Can't Recover The Spell I'm Under, A Constant Fool
Those Nights The Heat Just Came Off You
Now Every Summer And Every Other I Think In Blue
Most Times We Let Our Hopes Slip Through
I Can't Recover The Spell I'm Under, A Constant Fool
Those Nights The Heat Just Came Off You
Now Every Summer And Every Other I Think...
Thinking In Blue
Thinking Of You
Zucht................
i wanna know why u hold me tight
each and every night, it keeps me up all night
thinkin about the things i like
can't believe your in my life
i wanna know why ur the one
the things that they should have you've already done
god sent u straight to me
you make me wanna sing lalalalala
but when u look at me, do u see ur wife?
can u picture us lovin' each other for life?
are u playin' the role, just like the rest
these are the questions that i ask myself
if, another should come, who's finer than me
and she wanna take ur love away, would u leave?
baby please answer these question
could this be my whole fantasy
maybe u could just be too good for me
if i don't wake then i won't see
cuz if im not the one u met, then who is in me
in the mist of the tears how come, i love u more, and more, and more
i never longed for no one, yes its true
seems like this questions keep me here with me
but when u look at me, do u see ur wife?
can u picture us lovin' each other for life?
are u playin' the role, just like the rest
these are the questions that i ask myself
if, another should come, who's finer than me
and she wanna take ur love away, would u leave?
baby please answer these question[2x]
if u, really wanna be with me
then ill say, i love u endlessly
one thing that i really wanna know
will this end or will this grow
and now if u really be wanna be with
ill love u endlessly
one thing that i really wanna know
will this end or will this grow
It was all a dream
I used to read word up magazine
Salt'n'pepa and heavy d up in the limousine
Hangin' pictures on my wall
Every saturday rap attack, mr. magic, marley marl
I let my tape rock 'til my tape popped
Smokin' weed and bamboo, sippin' on private stock
Way back, when i had the red and black lumberjack
With the hat to match
Remember rappin' duke, duh-ha, duh-ha
You never thought that hip hop would take it this far
Now i'm in the limelight 'cause i rhyme tight
Time to get paid, blow up like the world trade
Born sinner, the opposite of a winner
Remember when i used to eat sardines for dinner
Peace to ron g, brucey b, kid capri
Funkmaster flex, lovebug starsky
I'm blowin' up like you thought i would
Call the crib, same number same hood
It's all good
Uh, and if you don't know, now you know, nigga, uh
Chorus:
You know very well who you are
Don't let em hold you down, reach for the stars
You had a go, but not that many
'cause you're the only one i'll give you good and plenty
Verse two:
I made the change from a common thief
To up close and personal with robin leach
And i'm far from cheap, i smoke skunk with my peeps all day
Spread love, it's the brooklyn way
The moet and alize keep me pissy
Girls used to diss me
Now they write letters 'cause they miss me
I never thought it could happen, this rappin' stuff
I was too used to packin' gats and stuff
Now honies play me close like butter played toast
From the mississippi down to the east coast
Condos in queens, indo for weeks
Sold out seats to hear biggie smalls speak
Livin' life without fear
Puttin' 5 karats in my baby girl's ears
Lunches, brunches, interviews by the pool
Considered a fool 'cause i dropped out of high school
Stereotypes of a black male misunderstood
And it's still all good
Uh...and if you don't know, now you know, ni**a
Verse three:
Super nintendo, sega genesis
When i was dead broke, man i couldn't picture this
50 inch screen, money green leather sofa
Got two rides, a limousine with a chauffeur
Phone bill about two g's flat
No need to worry, my accountant handles that
And my whole crew is loungin'
Celebratin' every day, no more public housin'
Thinkin' back on my one-room shack
Now my mom pimps a ac' with minks on her back
And she loves to show me off, of course
Smiles every time my face is up in the source
We used to fuss when the landlord dissed us
No heat, wonder why christmas missed us
Birthdays was the worst days
Now we sip champagne when we thirst-ay
Uh, damn right i like the life i live
'cause i went from negative to positive
And it's all...
(it's all good)
Notorious B.I.G. - Juicy
The waiting drove me mad
You're finally here and I'm a mess
I take your entrance back
Can't let you roam inside my head
I don't want to take what you can give
I would rather starve than eat your bread
I would rather run but I can't walk
Guess I'll lie alone just like before
I'll take the firmest path
Oh and I must refuse your test
A push me and I will resist
This behavior's not unique
I don't want to hear from those who know
They can buy, but can't put on my clothes
I don't want to limp for them to walk
Never would have known of me before
I don't want to be held in your debt
And I'll pay it off in blood, let I be wed
And I'm already cut up and half dead
I'll end up alone like I began
Everything has chains, absolutely nothing's changed
Take my hand, not my picture, spilled my tincture
I don't want to take what you can give
I would rather starve than eat your breast
All the things that others want for me
Can't buy what I want because it's free
Can't buy what I want because it's free
Can't be what you want because I'm...
I ain't s'posed to be just fun
Oh, to live and die, let it be done
I figure I'll be damned,
all alone like I began
It's your move now...
I thought you were a friend, but I guess I, I guess I hate you...
Why do I smile
At people who I'd much rather kick in the eye ?
(refrein:)
She's just a cosmic girl
From another galaxy
My heart's at zero gravity
She's from a cosmic world
Putting me in ecstasy
Transmitting on my frequency
She's cosmic
daydream, i fell asleep amid the flowers, for a couple of hours, on a beautiful day.
daydream, i dream of you amid the flowers, for a couple of hours, such a beautiful day.
(I Monster - Daydream In Blue)
zucht... 
quote:
I get knocked down
but I get up again
you're never gonna keep me downPissing the night away
Pissing the night awayHe drinks a whisky drink
He drinks a vodka drink
He drinks a lager drink
He drinks a cider drinkHe sings the songs that remind him
Of the good times
He sings the songs that remind him
Of the better times
You look a lot like you
Shatter in the blink of an eye
You keep sailing right on through
Every time you say you're learning
You just look a lot like me
Pale under the blistering sky
White and red
Black and blue
Youve been waiting a long time
Youve been waiting a long time
To fall down on your knees
Cut your hands
Cut yourself until you bleed
Fall asleep next to me
Wait for everyone to go away
And in a dimly lit
room where youve got nothing to hide
Say your goodbyes
Tell yourself well read
a note that says
Im sorry everyone
Im tired of feeling nothing goodbye
Wash your face
Dry your eyes
Cause youve been waiting a long time
Youve been waiting a long long time
To fall down on your knees
Cut your hands
Cut yourself until you bleed
But fall asleep next to me
Have a dream Im falling down
On my face
Scrape my knees
Scrape my hands until they bleed
Cause you're fast asleep next to me
Next to me 3X
Geen idee waarom, maar altijd als ik dit nummer hoor... gaat er een soort schok door me heen....
We're one, but we're not the same.
A court is in session, a verdict is in
No appeal on the docket today
Just my own sin
The walls are cold and pale
The cage made of steel
Screams fill the room
Alone I drop and kneel
Silence now the sound
My breath the only motion around
Demons cluttering around
My face showing no emotion
Shackled by my sentence
Expecting no return
Here there is no penance
My skin begins to burn
So I held my head up high
Hiding hate that burns inside
Which only fuels their selfish pride
We're all held captive
Out from the sun
A sun that shines on only some
We the meek are all in one
I hear a thunder in the distance
See a vision of a cross
I feel the pain that was given
On that sad day of loss
A lion roars in the darkness
Only he holds the key
A light to free me from my burden
And grant me life eternally
Should have been dead
On a Sunday morning
Banging my head
No time for mourning
Ain't got no time
So I held my head up high
Hiding hate that burns inside
Which only fuels their selfish pride
We're all held captive
Out from the sun
A sun that shines on only some
We the meek are all in one
I cry out to God
Seeking only his decision
Gabriel stands and confirms
I've created my own prison
hmmm , klinkt ook niet echt vrolijk , maar vandaag loop ik dus met dat nummer in mijn hoofd.
