Hoe voel jij je? Uitgedrukt in songteksten.Deel 5

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Op zaterdag 7 december 2002 05:18 schreef GHB het volgende:
Radiohead - Creep

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
And I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

She's running out again,
She's running out
She's run run run running out...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special...

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo,
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
I don't belong here.

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Mimian to but the tiri bachin akilar,
baleri ke muki ale bachin akilaaaaar,

Mimian to but the tiri bachin akilar,
baleri ke muki ale bachin akilar,

I'll retari nakesiri ona tar, (Aoouuuuuh!)

Chorus:
The Mundian to bach ke Rahi,
with the Hurle, hurle, hurle murd Bilar,
The Mundian to bach ke Rahi
with the Hurle, Hurle, Hurle murd Bilar,
The Mundian to bach keee Rahiiiiiiiiii-ahhh!

(Hua!)

Eraki kisure gemme silli etha Hoker-e,
siki eth adama sillin millin etha hoker-eee,

Eraki kisure gemme silli etha Hoker-e,
siki eth adama sillin millin etha hoker-eeeee,

Tami ke Rakimi itoml-mi putai,
Tami ke Rakimi itoml-mi putai,

U'll the muri gemmi onli albahar , (Aoouuuuuh!)

Chorus:
The Mundian to bach ke Rahi,
with the Hurle, hurle, hurle murd Bilar,
The Mundian to bach ke Rahi
with the Hurle, Hurle, Hurle murd Bilar,
The Mundian to bach keee Rahiiiiiiiiii-ahhh!

Garib beat to wan mi pea urub da tha marda
pot della alla ina Hurlara miss tha hardaaa,

Garib beat to wan mi pea urub da tha marda
pot della alla ina Hurlara miss tha hardaaa,

On Ai go the Hindi you konimi kanithor,
On Ai go the Hindi you konimi kanithor,

I'll gerent the ersoni koinar, (Aoouuuuuh!)

Chorus:
The Mundian to bach ke Rahi,
with the Hurle, hurle, hurle murd Bilar,
The Mundian to bach ke Rahi
with the Hurle, Hurle, Hurle murd Bilar,
The Mundian to bach keee Rahiiiiiiiiii-ahhh!

(Hua!)

Mundian To Bullop eneri ab tha Harria,
tell mi if Ai Canabi eneri abi sharia,

Mundian To Bullop eneri ab tha Harria,
tell mi if Ai Canabi eneri abi sharia,

Then you up tha heuabe erubi ab di wanna,
Then you up tha heuabe erubi ab di wanna,

In tha Sackin and tha Hussin ant tha wa, (Aoouuuuuh!)

Chorus:
The Mundian to bach ke Rahi,
with the Hurle, hurle, hurle murd Bilar,
The Mundian to bach ke Rahi
with the Hurle, Hurle, Hurle murd Bilar,
The Mundian to bach keee Rahiiiiiiiiii-ahhh!

(For up High)
(For up High)
(For up High)
(For up High)
(For up High)
(For up High)

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Zou niet weten wat ie zegt maar volges mij voel ik me wel zo vandaag Bijna weekend gelukkig heb er zin in.

I Can't Make You Love Me
Bonnie Rait

turn down the lights
turn down the bed
turn down these voices
inside my head
lay down with me
tell me no lies
just hold me close
don't patronize
don't patronize
cuz I can't make you love me
if you don't
you can't make your heart feel
something it won't
here in the dark
in these final hours
i will lay down my heart
and i feel the power
but you won't
no you won't
cuz i can't make you love me
if you don't
i close my eyes
then i won't see
the love you don't feel
when you're holding me
morning iwll come
and i'll do what's right
just give me till then
to give up this fight
and i will give up this fight
cuz i can't make you love me
if you don't
you can't make your heart feel
something it won't
here in the dark
in these final hours
i will lay down my heart
and i feel the power
but you won't
no you won't
cuz i can't make you love me
if you don't

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it's to late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye

I will dedicate and sacrifice my every--thing
for just a seconds worth of how my story's ending
I wish I could know if the directions that I take
and all the choices that I make won't end up all for nothing

Show me what it's for
Make me understand it
I've been crawling in the dark
looking for the answer
Is there something more
than what I've been handed?
I've been crawling in the dark
looking for the answer

Help me carry on
Assure me it's ok to
use my heart and not my eyes
to navigate the darkness
Will the ending be ever coming suddenly?
Will I ever get to see the ending to my story?

Show me what it's for
Make me understand it
I've been crawling in the dark
looking for the answer
Is there something more
than what I've been handed?
I've been crawling in the dark
looking for the answer

So when and how will I know?

How much further do I have to go?
How much longer until I finally know? (finally know)
'cause I am looking and I just can't see what's in front of me
in front of me

Show me what it's for
Make me understand it
I've been crawling in the dark
looking for the answer
Is there something more
than what I've been handed?
I've been crawling in the dark
looking for the answer

Dear [D] Chicago, You'll never guess
You know the girl you said I'd meet someday? Well, I got something to confess
She picked me up on [G] Friday, asked me if she reminded me of you
I just [D] laughed and lit a cigarette said, "that's impossible to do"
Life's gotten [G] simple since, and it fluctuates so much
[D] Happy and sad and back again I'm not crying now too much
I think about you [G] all the time It's strange and hard to deal
Think about you [D] lying there and those blankets lie so still

Nothing breaths here [Bm] in the cold, nothing moves or even smiles
I've been [Bm/A] thinking some of [G] suicide, but there's bars out here for miles
[A] Sorry 'bout the [Bm] every kiss, every kiss you wasted back
I [Bm/A] think the thing you [G] said was true I'm gonna die alone and sad

BREAK [D]

The wind's feeling real these days, yea, and baby, it hurts me some
Never thought I'd feel so blue, New York City you're almost gone
I [Em/G] think that I've [F#/G] fallen [G] out of [A] love
I [Em/G] think I've [F#/G] fallen [G] out of [A] love
I [Em/G] think I've [F#/G] fallen [G] out of [A] love with [D] you
(these are the steps for this walk... but you can hear the string slide on the CD so I don't know what he's doing for sure

[D] out ...

Though I've seen friendships ruined when love is involved,
I just can't resist anymore
I need you, more than you'll ever know
Just the thought of the taste of your lips gives me chills
How I've longed for your gentle caress
In your arms, hold you close, one more kiss

Don't you know how strong this lust for you has grown?
Just say the word and I am yours

Close your eyes, just breathe slowly, there's no worry now
Just receive, just feel my lips on yours
In my arms, this is where you belong
And your hand briefly grazes my thigh, ecstasy
I can feel our hearts beat as one
Kiss my eyes, let me know that you're here

How could love, perfect as ours, be at all wrong?
This simply must be destiny
Nothing else matters now, you are my everything
Stay with me here forever more

Don't push me away, love,
let me hold you closer to me
I waited for so long, now,
please don't laugh and turn away
Why fight love and instinct?
Here and now is true paradise
With your beautiful smiling face,
I know we'll have no regrets

Though I've seen friendships ruined when love is involved,
I just can't resist anymore
I need you, more than you'll ever know
Just the thought of the taste of your lips gives me chills
How I've longed for your gentle caress
In your arms, hold you close, one more kiss
In your arms, hold you close, one more kiss
In your arms, hold you close, one more kiss

(D) I've got to have my love in the morning
(H) Or the rest of my day is positively mayhem
(D) I'm a regular monster
(H) How do you like your eggs in the morning
(D) I like mine with a kiss
(H) Up or down (D) I'll never frown (Both) eggs can be almost bliss
(Both) Just as long as I get my kiss

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Op donderdag 5 december 2002 23:24 schreef IndemnitY het volgende:
Goo Goo Dolls - Big Machine

Ecstacy is all you need
Living in the big machine now
Oh, you're so vain
Now your world is way too fast
Nothin's real and nothing lasts
And I'm aware

I'm in love but you don't care
Turn your anger into lust
I'm still here, but you don't trust at all
And I'll be waiting

Love and sex and loneliness
Take what's yours and leave the rest
So I'll survive
God, it's good to be alive

[Chorus]
And I'm torn in pieces
I'm lyin there waiting for
My heart is reeling
I'm blind and waiting for you

Silly love with all your sins
Wait and stop and I begin
And I'll - I'll be waitin'
Livin' like a house on fire
What you fear is your desire
It's hard to deal
I still love the way you feel

Now this angry little girl
Drownin in this petty world
And I'm who you run to
Swallow all your bitter pills
That's what makes you beautiful
You're all a lie
I won't leave what you ain't got

[Chorus]

I'm blind and waiting for you
I'm blind and waiting for you

And I can't believe it's coming true
God, it's good to be alive
I'm still here and waitin' for you
And I can't believe it's coming true
I'm blind and waiting for you

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If I laid down my love
To come to your defense
Would you worry for me
With a pain in your chest?
Could I rely on your faith to be strong
To picked me back up and to push me along?
Tell me
You'll be there in my hour of need
You won't turn me away
Help me out of the life I lead
Remember the promise you made
Remember the promise you made
If I gave you my soul
For a piece of your mind
Would you carry me with you
To the far edge of time?
Could you understand if you found me untrue
Would we become one, or divided in two
Please tell me
You'll be there in my hour of need
You won't turn me away
Help me out of the life I lead
Remember the promise you made
Remember the promise you made
Could I rely on your faith to be strong
To pick me back up and to push me along
Please tell me
You'll be there in my hour of need
You won't turn me away
Help me out of the life I lead
Remember the promise you made
Remember the promise you made

and i remember all the thigs we once shared
watching tv-movies on the livingroom armchair
and they say it will work out fine
was it all a waste of time
'cause i knew, i knew i'd lose you
you'll allways be special to me
special to me, to me

will i forget in time aha
you said i was on your mind
there's no need to argue
no need to argue anymore
there's no need to argue anymore

I'm leaving today
Living it, leaving it to change

Slowly drifting into a peaceful breeze
Tongue tied, twisted are all my memories
Celebrating a fantasy come true
Packing all my bags finally on the move

I'm leaving today
I'm living it, leaving it to change

As I'm driving I'm captured by the view
Of so much beauty, the road becomes my muse
The heat is rising and my head soars through the wind
Cool, calm, collective is a child that lost a thing

I'm leaving today
I'm living it, I'm leaving it to change
I'm leaving today
I'm living it, I'm leaving it to change
But somehow I'm missing
I think I really miss it

Don't walk away
And I'm feeling like I've never felt before
Turn down the memories of yesteryears and broken dreams
I'm free, finally free

Slowly drifting into a peaceful breeze

I'm leaving today
I'm living it, leaving it to change
See I'm leaving today
I'm living it, I'm leaving it to change
I'm leaving today (I'm leaving it to change)
Living it, I'm leaving it to change

Living it, leaving it
Said I'm living it, leaving it
Living it, leaving it to change
(I'm leaving it to change)
But somehow I miss it
I think I really miss it
One day

I Wish...

My life

I'm gonna get out of my shell
Try without anybody's help
To loose this heavy load
And get my life back on the road

I've seen the worst when I was down
Only loneliness I found
Now I'm climbing to the top
And I ain't never gonna stop

I'll carry on, though the road is long
I'm gonna get myself together
And I'll hold on, 'cause I am strong
Gonna try to make it better, baby

The rest of my life I'll take these chances
Time goes by so very fast
I'll share my fortune and my failure
'til there's nothing left

And if somewhere down the line
I'll find I'm running out of time
I hope to god that I can say
I made the best of every day

'Til then I'll carry on, 'though the road is long
I'm gonna get myself together
And I'll hold on, 'cause I am strong
I'm gonna try to make it better, baby

The rest of my life I'll take these chances
Time goes by so very fast
I'll share my fortune and my failure
'til there's nothing left

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Op maandag 13 januari 2003 15:00 schreef sleipnir het volgende:
there's no need to argue anymore
i gave all i could but you left me so sore
and the thing that makes me mad
etc

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Op maandag 13 januari 2003 17:00 schreef yavanna het volgende:

[..]

Van wie is dit nummer?

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Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit lonely

Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit tired
of listening to the sound of my tears
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit nervous

Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit terrified
and then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart

Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit restless
and I dream of something wild
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit helpless
and I'm lying like a child in your arms
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit angry
and I know I've got to get out and cry
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit terrified
but then I see the look in you eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

Turnaround bright eyes
Turnaround bright eyes
Turnaround, every now and then I know you'll never be
the boy you always you wanted to be
Turnaround, every now and then I know you'll always be
the only boy who wanted me the way that I am
Turnaround, every now and then I know there's no one
in the universe as magical and wondrous as you
Turnaround, every now and then I know there's nothing
any better and there's nothing I just wouldn't do
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

Hey, hallo
Kijk mij eens het gras zien groeien
En iedereen maar denken dak niks doe
Maar niets is minder waar
Want al ben ik dan niet klaar
Ik ben de wedstrijd met de Beatles en buren moe

Hey, hallo
Kijk mij eens de wolken breken
Liggend op mijn rug hier in het gras
Verslagen, maar preciezer
De gelukkige verliezer
Van wat een wedstrijd met de Beatles en de buren was

Alles moet aparter dan apart
Alles moet unieker dan uniek
Alles moet bijzonder
En dat alles maakt dat alles weer moet

Alles moet unieker dan unieker
Alles moet aparter dan aparter
Alles moet bijzonderder dan
Alles wat allang bijzonder was

Wat de Beatles en de buren was

lalalala gedoe

En voor de rest moet je bij de Beatles en de buren zijn

People tell me
You stay where you belong
But all my life I've tried
To prove them wrong
They say I'm looking for
Something that can't be found
They say I'm missing out
If my feet don't touch the ground

But there are moments
When you can't deny what's true
Just an ordinary day
Like when I met you

It's funny how life can take new meaning
You came and changed what I believe in
The world on the outside is trying to pull me in
But they can't touch me
'Cause I got you
I got you, oh yeah

I want to thank you
For all of the things you've done
And most for choosing me
To be the one

It's funny how life can take new meaning
You came and changed what I believe in
The world on the outside is trying to pull me in
But they can't touch me
'Cause I got you

And it hits me when I reach for you
That I'm afraid you won't be there
Maybe I am in too deep
But I don't care

(Where would I belong)
I got you
Yeah
I want to prove them wrong
I've got you yeah
You can't deny what's true no
They can't touch me, yeah yeah

I got you
I got you
I got you baby

You can't deny what's true
No, they can't touch me
'Cause I got you

So why don't you go your way,
and I'll go mine
Live ur life
And I'll live mine
Baby, U'll do well
And I'll be fine
'cause we're better of seperated...

If love was a fire then we have lost the spark
Love has never felt so cold
If love was a light then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold
If love was a sport, we're not on the same team
U and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean, baby, we are just a stream
'cause love is not for me and U

So why don't you go your way,
and I'll go mine
Live ur life
And I'll live mine
Baby, U'll do well
And I'll be fine
'cause we're better of seperated...

Girl, I know we had some good times
Set for now, gotta say goodbye
Girl U know I love U
I can't deny
Can't say we didn't try to make it work for U and I

I know it hurts so much
But it's the best for us
Somewhere along this love, we lost the trust
So I walk away, so U don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so why don't U go

Your all that i want
when lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe we're in heaven

We're in heaven
thinkin about how young i was
it was only you and we
we were young and wild and free
now nothing can take you away from me
we were down that road before
thats over now
comin back for more
baby you're all dat I want
wen you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to belive we're in Heaven
and lovin is all that i need
wen im finally there in your heart
it isnt 2 hard 2 c
we're in heaven
we're in heaven
now nothing can change wat you me to me
there's a lot that I can take
but just hold me now

baby your all that i want
wen you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
we're in heaven
your lovin is all dat i need
when im finally there in you're heart
it isnt 2 hard 2 c
we're in heaven
now my dreams r comin true
for da good times and da bad
I'll b standing there by u
we're in heaven
Your lovin is all dat i need
wen im finally there in youre heart
it isnt 2 hard 2 c we're in heaven
oh oh oh woh oh oh

Wat gek
Wat maf
Bek-af

Loop ik met één been op de stoep
En één been in de goot
En als ik het vergeet
Dan zit ik in de boot
Want als ik zo niet loop
Op weg van huis naar school
Dan eten we de hele week savooiekool
Met één been op de stoep
En krampen in m'n kuit
Wie legt er nou eens uit waarom
Ben ik nou zo stom
Ben ik nou zo stom?

Helemaal geschift van dwanghandelingen word er zelf niet goed van en niemand die het lijkt het te snappen behalve kinderen voor kinderen

allways there to remind me
it keeps me from believeing
that someone might be there
te please me, never ever leave me

My shadow's
Shedding skin
I've been picking
Scabs again.
I'm down
Digging through
My old muscles
for a clue.

I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own confused
And insecure delusions
For a piece to cross me over
Or a word to guide me in.
I wanna feel the changes coming down.
I wanna know what I've been hiding in

My shadow.
My shadow.
Change is coming through my shadow.
My shadow's shedding skin
I've been picking
My scabs again.

I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own chaotic
insecure delusion.

I wanna feel the change consume me,
Feel the outside turning in.
I wanna feel the metamorphosis and
Cleansing I've endured within

My shadow
My shadow
Change is coming.
Now is my time.
Listen to my muscle memory.
Contemplate what I've been clinging to.
Forty-six and two ahead of me.

I choose to live and to
Grow, take and give and to
Move, learn and love and to
Cry, kill and die and to
Be paranoid and to
Lie, hate and fear and to
Do what it takes to move through.

I choose to live and to
Lie, kill and give and to
Die, learn and love and to
Do what it takes to step through.

See my shadow changing,
Stretching up and over me.
Soften this old armor.
Hoping I can clear the way
By stepping through my shadow,
Coming out the other side.
Step into the shadow.
Forty six and two are just ahead of me.